rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

+i gt write n reply to u in ma previous post duno if u gt read it
+n i was so happy wen i gt d msg tinkin u wana send me to c doc..bt thenn..........
+after readin sumtin...i wonder y i was nvr bein supported wat i do
+heartaches n cry for more
+n i didnt come skul todae..penat smcm seh n i wana go c doc bt then in d end gi pharmacy coz juz wana buy medicine je bt then d lady kp blabberin la in d end tk beli ubat pun..hmmph
+if u wana noe it pains or haf anitin inside ma eyelid touch la..dengz btul
+and went to ma nenek houz visit her co she is sick
+i noe she is sick b4 n till now she nvr gets better
+she dun even noe n recognise me n ask ma mum "ni sape?ni anak kamu?"
+then i i sae "ni siti"..ma nenek "ohh siti nur haliza eh"..n i ju laugh
+bleh la siti nur haliza pun bleh namer kite berdua tk la jauh sangat..lol
then ma aunti ask her "dlm ni 3 org sape palin cantik?"
+ma nenek "nombor satu palin cantik siti la(pointin at me) 2nd ma mum third is herself"..lol..n we all laugh again..thx nenek for d compliments..susah nk dgr org puji tau..if im nt pretti pun i dun mind..lawa2 pun buat pe da tue tk lawa lg..lg if lawa paz tu bongkak..tsk tsk tsk..buat pe..kecantikkan is nutin to me..
+n ma datuk "wah siti da besar eh jap lg da nk kahwin"
+in ma heart dotz dotz dotz...im stil skulin la datuk..marriage is far away n even now i lost ma truly love one
+if oni i gt sum advice frm ma nenek kan best..u noe org tue2 suke story tellin pasal their teenage yrs heh
+bt nenek once told me wen she wasnt sick yet tat she wana long live n c me married..tat was funi..n amin..smoge nenek panjang umur n sihat walafiat pai siti da ade anak smue ye nek..
+lookin forward for wkends coz nt skulin mah..im so lazy to go skul nowadays..
+dancin is a gd exercise haha..wont forget wat i n fi did in claz on tues
+im so called d hips breaker..haha
+im missin ma normal eye badly:(
+n im missin alot of things lately..alot realli2 alot..cgh reminds me of sumtin..east coast reminds me of sumtin..mz sniffin..
+turtlemoo turtlemoo..if oni u cld tok n noe wat im feelin..evrynite i wil kis ma turtlemoo..love it veri much..
+yest listenin to d talk reali wana make me cry.."allah tu maha pengasih maha kaye maha pengadil..jike awak buat baik tuhan akan memberi balasan yg lebih baik dari ape yg kamu buat..jika ade awak menganiaye dan melakukan tidak baik tuhan juga akan memberi balasan yg setimpal lebih teruk mungkin bukan skrg tetapi esok atau kemudian..org yg suke memberi lebih baik daripade yg menerima dan jika awak memberi jgn awak mengungkitkan atau memberitahu org lain..jika awak slalu berdoa kepadenya dan sampai menangis dlm smayang awak tuhan akan kabulkan permintaan awak..mungkin bukanskrg tetapi kemudian..." and still goes on
+controllin ma tears in mosque coz sum things tat were said reminds me of him..yup
+evrything reminds me of him coz part of me is part of him
+beach is ma 2nd abode bt then sumtimes tinkin beach is a "dirty" place..
+n im losin weight..no appetite to eat sumtimes..cant slp properly too..kp tossin n turnin..haixx
+wat a werld im livin in..and now i noe d reason y i haf a feelin of "tk sedap" recently...thx god for saving him..if we were to go let me go 1st so i wont b hurtin all ma life
+itz gona b a long day 2moro..haixx..if ade org amik tkpela
+duno wat soooooo gd....... back to top?