rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

me,nora & mahi explorin nyp at nite durin our fb camp hahz..ma eyes looks like a ghost seh

Suey dae 4 me:

+todae was late for skul..padahal kua siang seh..tat stup bus 39 ar dtg lambat at 12.15 n by the time reach at khatib mrt is ard 12.50
+sheesh..i was walkin so fast ar n then i cant find tat stup clazroom..coz we change claz to Blk P which was hidden n no big sign of the blk..stupid sia
+and then cant find tat stup clazroom wen reach at level 7!so haf to kol maria to rescue me..thx man..by the time it was 1.25..luckily sean did not scold or sent me put of d classroom coz it was our presentation dae to show wat we've done..
+then wen comes ma turn to prezen guess wat happen??
+ma ppt da lah lambat nak buka..then ma ppt haf missing content n slide..wth sia..i slpt late doin it..sean was like "oni like tat ar where's ur sketches"
+me:"i include inside aredi duno y dun haf here"in ma heart "shit man!shit dae"
+then sean:"i haf no comments"..me:"erm ok"..sean:"ct u dun haf anitin to ask ar..i said no comments u noe"..me(in ma heart):"how im suppoz to noe ur no comment gd or bad
+me:"yar i noe..but i haven finish yet beside theres sumtin wrong wif d ppt"
+sean:"ok..bla bla"
+so ma ppt presentatn was total sux la..n he was markin our ppt k..shitty bird(wat ming2 always sae)..haix
+then sumtin f*** happen to ma hp..i cant on ma iTunes at first duno y..then on ma another player folder was ok..ma hp cover for d earpiece hole came off..(great!)..then while i was listenin to d song ma earpiece suddenly one side gone(totaly great!!!)..n d next ting ma player aint werkin rite kp stopin n back to menu page wen d song half playin(f***kin great!!!!!)
+wat else wana hapen ar todae..cant ma dae b any worst..wtheck..i did trip otw to clas..sigh..watz happenin to me todae..all d sueynez dae..haixx
+k enjoy d pix im postin durin ma fbodz camp(sum pix oni) n during ma color studiez clas(sum oni) back to top?

Skul yey NOT!

+having ma break at skul now..
+im so not into d skul mod..more like holz mood..haha..
+im so slepi seh..been slpin late doin skul stuff wat else..i duno wat i draw during drawin n renderin claz..sheesh
+still haf typo,color studies,ppt,blue foam to do...haixxxxx...
+gerek seh ite 3wks skul holz..no fair..hmmpph
+miz ma wifeyz..haha..insyallah i come on sat yar..
+havin adobe claz now..sigh..
+n watz up wif tat guy..tho im online but im not even chatting wif anyone..i was doin ma werk..alah mcm tk pernah kai msn during skul hrs je..peje..no nd to gif such comments n go offline after tat..
+things to do todae:finish up ma blue foam artifact which is due 2moro!!!im totally piss wif tat thing aredi..sheesh
+i will post sum pix later bt d camp pix..hah..tatz all back to top?

im back again:

+ok camp was quite fun..phunky rawkz!!hahaha..tatz d grp name..
+i stay 4 2 days oni bt still had fun..
+n did slp 4 like 30mins n was so sleepi coz at first we play truth or dare then tok bt ghost stories i swear im havin goosebumps then tok bt God then tok bt cristian religion n muslim religion then tok bt tiz famous church which i 4get d name then tok bt each other depression lives which brought us to tears listenin to them then finalli in lalaland..
+n to ma lesbians partners haha..sori i cant stay long..miz u guyz man!haha..
+we took some pix during d camp oni 4 lesbians views..haha
+post it next time coz i dun haf all d pix..dun get horny seeing it ar..haha
+n 2moro reopen skul...haixxxx..i dun want...lotz of projects to finish...if oni i haf another wk of holz..sheesh.. back to top?

Home sweet home:

+tada im back frm holz..itz great bt then lotz mosquitoes giving me love bitez there..haha
+tired too..i will post d pix next time yar
+so todae went to skul to do the ergo project
+raymond cant make it so lef me n keris..so we took pix of d s.a.m machine which i tink so stup la..ppl r laughin i tink..sheesh
+afterwards went to keris homiez coz she didnt bring her laptop so yar all d ppt was done at her house
+so did finish evrytin arnd 4 pluz ten head to tamp to return ma lib books..n hang arnd there for awhile while waitin for ma lovely..lamer tau mcm nk pengsan..hmm..bt nvm
+then ate at s11 n head homez..
+n did i tell u wat happen to me hair??!
+i did cut ma hair at indon there..wanted to rebond it bt no time so juz cut
+n tat stup nyonya cut ma hair terpendek!nt like wat i want in d mag!!n now ma hair is like super short..boohoo..it looks ugly...haixxxxx..i wana cry man...
+plz grow fast ma hair..boohoo..k2 enuf bt tat..i will try to werk on ma hair style...sheesh...
+tatz all for now..n to berri haf a safe trip to KL yar tomoro..take care
+hugs n kisses to evryone...muaxx back to top?

HOLIDAYZ R IN:

+so im juz gona wish thx to those whu wish me a safe trip 4 tomoro yar..thx u yar..huggies..
+where am i goin??haha..to tanjung pinang which is in indon..blah..goin there 4 holz n aso to visit ma relatives there..
+hmm..gona miss u guys especially ma superman..khakhakha..if i find any nice2 things 4 u all i will bring back homes yar..;)
+so i will b back on mon yar..supoz to b on sun bt there were no more tix on sun afternoon so yar mon i will b back!!cant wait..so tatz mean one more nite stayin at ma relative houz...hmmm wondering how im gona survive..im not use to kampong houz u noe..haha..air perigi here i come..haha..
+bye2 evryone...miz u all..hugs n kisses....will miz u moo veri much..:( back to top?

Pain:

+i was freaking sleepy todae coz i oni had like 3hrs of slp..thx to typo project..haix..
+nd to do presentatn for d project so i juz sae out watever in ma mind..seductive..hhaha
=spent d whole dae at skul coz having ma cca at 6pm..so meanwhile hang arnd wif rayne n her ergo grp members..thx guys 4 lettin me stay wif u all:)
+n therez a dance exam todae..sux rite bt ma grp did haf fun realli..haha..
+d warm up i wanted to cry coz we haf to do tat freakin split at d side n aso to d front..i juz wanted to shout out all d bad words frm ma mouth coz itz realli2 pain like hell..
+stupid warm up..haixxx..
+i duno if im impt in ur life animore coz u dun seem like wana tok to me or anitin..do i mean anitin to u?
+i shall not rant animore coz im freakin tired n slepi n aso i gt home almoz 12am..yar..so wana get alot rez...n im hapi itz skul holz aredi..yipee.. back to top?

Evrythin sux:

+todae i haf to come to skul extra eli at 8am!gawd ma eyes cant even open after slpin late yest..
+tat stup sean la..make up claz at 8am...n i was late for 15 minutes..sheesh
+n tat stupid putty n sandpaper..u noe how hard izzit to putty n sand at d same time..!n ma hands r dry ma hair is dry n all ma face n hair haf tat putty dust...like yeeww..
+todae me dress extra dressie coz i go sign up 4 d newspaper new face 2007..n aso fify,kaser n rayne join in too..haha..hey babe u owe me yar..i did tiz to help u ar since u r d commitee member in it..
+it was paiseh ar coz u haf to tahe 2 photos in front of alot pplz..bt had fun niwaez..plus therez freebies were given to us..nutin special la..haha
+im so strez rite now n keep stoning wherever n whenever..hmmm to much tings in ma mind..overload!!!
+2 morre daes to suffer b4 term breaks..yeah..NOT!still haf alot to do k...can i take sean advise which is jump out of d window?nah...
+go ct go..u can do tiz..yeah rite..so rite.. back to top?

Itz totalli UNFAIR!:

+i was piss off k..itz so unfair..
+for d first time in ma life i wanted to proceed n do sumtin i haf a passion for it n im nt gona waste it..therez sumtin in ma life which im persistent to it n wont gif up coz i love it so much
+n if tat passion u juz throw it away i tink u r stup gerl..i believe i haf ma own stand in sum tings rite..
+y u can go to tat place while i cant??i mean ma mom approve me goin there wif ma frenz or whoever..seriously i too wana enjoy..tiz is d oni time i cld enjoy b4 more concentrate on ma skul..
+n itz totali unfair..seriously..im piss n sad n u r happily ever after..im sick n almoz got hit by a car do u noe?dun tink so...fine bt tat..arghh
+i shall put things aside first coz ma projects r more impt coz i nd to hand in by tiz wk if not im gona fail..
+n tat stupid biatch..i hate her n her face..can u plz stop botherin..dear??wth!fuck u man..get a life seriously..
+n tiz is more hurtin than ever...atleast therez no mushy msg.....FFFFFFINNNNNEEEE
+now i nd to go sum place where i cld destrez maself n release watever feelings im feelin rite now...nitez 2 d peepz i heart... back to top?