rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

Ma Confession:

+today ss paper exams.....did nt realli read sec3 txbk...
+souce based qst was quite easy......but when it comes to structured qst...oh gawd...im in deep shit...(in mary mind "ct nur mati!")
+all d qst is abt sec3 txbk...n sec4 txbk study penat2 oni come out in source based...wah lau...damn it la
+but luckily i still remember d topic n manage to do it...(hopefully)
+then eng tez...wah lucky it was on report...
+chem practical sux la.....ish....
+went home and watch cd "take d lead"
+WOW!!!!i was mesmerise by d dance moves...makes me sway.....
+i lyke it!love it!!!!!!!!!!nice moves...juz wana groove.......hahaha
+thiz coming fri is ma end paper 1 exams...hope for d bez(i wana pass ma eng tiz time round)
+do i haf hw??ouh yesh...matz...hhaa..k tat can do later after im done wif ma ting...
+i noe ifah wana spit out all d water in her mouth due to ma gilerness in ma new dance move while mary sing it i dance to d tune "catch ur wave"...hahaha....oni us2 noe wat i did...lolx

hmmm...somone bdae coming up...shld i go to d concert??whu shall i bring along??basically in dilemma...ma gawd..haf no words to sae bt it....baby shasha face is damn cute!!!i wana her pix again!again!hehehe....to the rez haf a happi new poly life!!! back to top?

What a beautiful day(as if):

+cikgu ni tkbiz2 ade je wanna comment bt me...eeee!!!?
+kiki tickle me during recess while i was happily drinking ma apple juice(nasib tk tersembur)noti2
+geog tez was hideous...(wth cant finish d paper...d relief teacher aso sengaja kasi paper lambat!!)
+phy tez was ok...for d 1st 20min oni it was an open bk tez..(everyone in da class was kanchiong flipping thru pages,quickly note down d ans..haha)b4 end of our time
+assembly??practice our cheer for our coming combine sports dae tiz thurs....(oni d part ooh!!ahh!!was loud by d boys...wth)
+slp duirng break time b4 resume back to lesson at 1pm...(class was so noisy)but the weather is so cooling..
+then went to atikah houz jap...(chitty2 chat2)
+homey back.......my stomach hurtz...oiuch
+do i haf any hw??i tink so...haha
+nt realli feelin well tiz days...haix...

*mid year is coming!!!!!!!!wth...so fast.....next week ss mid yr exam..wth...stressie... back to top?

List of Today:

+so excited so c mary ma wife...hahaha
+coz she gt some story 2 tell me nn i too haf sumtin 2 share wif her
+1st time nvr pay attention at all during d 1hr ss period...was story telling wif mary
+eh thx 4 d tissue eh...im so touch...awww..haha
+im so bloody hungry during recess...maeb bcoz smlm tk mkn
+d rest of d lesson was passing by so slowly.....zZzZz..haha
+during mly lesson gt test...and tat cikgu tk abiz2 kacau me...argh
+here is wat he sae:

Me:concentrating doing ma test
Cikgu:standing beside ma table, "ni mesti si hazilawani nye keje tau...conteng & vandalise table ni"
Ain:"eh2 cikgu ni...cikgu fikir die soraNG je ke duduk pat meja ni dlm claz ni"
Cikgu:"ain awak diam saya tk ckp ngan awak...saya ckp ngan hazilawani"
Me:muke fruz.."eh cikgu fitnah je seh!!!bile masa saye conteng tu table seh!?!saye tk conteng benda tu pun...fitnah je!!"
Me:uat muke sedih.."sedih seh...saye tk bersalah pun...hari raye minta maaf ah pat saye...dengki btul"
Cikgu:"ngok si hazilawani ni senyum je....cool je..."
Me:"pe2 la..."(dlm hati cekik aru tau...nk bodek2 ah tu sheesh)

+irritatin n mepekz btul ah cikgu ni...org tk bersalh ngah duduk diam2 die kacau2..sheesh
+then gt mly oral after skul....so far so gd...n one of d qst was abt teman lelaki...wat kind of qst is tat??im d oni one whu kena tat qst...eeee!!!argh!!
+then met shaz after tat...gave her prezie n we both head 2 ws
+after tat went homey...
+and guess wat???uma mcm kandang ape seh....berserak nk mampuz!!!daraah up btul...
+clean2 everything n eat in peace...
+now watching so u tink u can dance!!!!woohoo!!!!!!hehehe
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Whatz In:

+memories come back 2 me....on fri....in msn while toking wif berri
+cant take it...cried n cried....all kinds of feelings is inside me
+sat...wen out wif mum to change my lil bro shirt at bugis...
+mum bought a ring for me...so nice d pattern..
+today (sun)....read ma email...one of them was frm...yes i noe u noe...
+it did makes ma blood boil n u did make me over d border line aredi
+cant take it wat u did 2 me...n in ma mind was wat u haf in ur drmz...
+dun wanna tink of anitin rite now...
+hey i got 2 noe ma meaning of ma name!!!

+meaning: S-People think you are sexy
I-Love is wat u r deeply in
T-You r one of the best in bed
I-Love is wat u r deeply in

N-Ur sex is unforgettable
U-You r realli chill
R-Someone loves you

H-You haf veri gd personality & looks
A-YOU'RE A HOTTIE!
Z-You're super cool
I-Love is wat u r deeply in
L-You alwaes make other people smile when you smile
A-YOU'RE A HOTTIE!
W-You are veri broad minded
A-YOU'RE A HOTTIE
N-Ur sex is unforgettable
I-Love is wat u r deeply in

cool kan?!hehehe....mid year is coming....haix...no hw i tink but haf to study for ma physic n geog tez tiz coming tues....bloopz
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Watz in..:

+last day of d week for skul...yipee..haha
+1st ting in d morning...matz test paper was given back by hozefa!!!(cpt seh si tom sim tu mark paper)
+d marks??!!was shitty....gawd......nooo!!!haix
+eng period was fun!!!learning french n latin words...cooollliieezz!!(*mdm muneira smile n laugh today!!!hahaha...ma heart melt..lol)
+chem was fun too...doing experiment...seeing all diff color changes...i lurve d blue precipitation!
+mt period...cikgu tersasul again..senang ckp cikgu nyanyuk!haaha...

cikgu:'' org tu nk kasi 50 ringgit...bile org tu nk kasi 10 ringgit..''
Kite org:''eh cikgu tadi ckp 50 ringgit abeh skrg 10 ringgit..ne satu ni??''
Cikgu:''oh tk 10 ringgit saya tersasul ah..''(muke dah paiseh n malu)
Kite org:''ah nyak nye tersasul...tu dah nyanyuk !!cikgu mamai lg!!!hahaha..lol''
ME:''hahahahahahahahahaha...lol'(laughin so hard n veri loud)
Cikgu:''hazilawani!!ewah awak ni...blah blah blah..''
Me:(uat muake nuting happen)

+cme period do presentation of our project werk...ok la
+at last end of skul...head homey wif atikah
+now slacking at home..hehe...abt no comment ma werk gaji...juz like shitty...

no one miss me ke..hahaha...sape la kite org nk miz...hehe....ifah beware!!im gona smack ur arse again...muahaha..

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Guess Wat:

+yesterday was the fashion show competition...
+me n pipu was damn nervous..haf butterflies in ma stomach
+and there we go posing around the stage n smiling away
+waited for d results....wait...and wait...
+finally the results r out..oh no!
+and....WE WON 2ND PLACE!!!!yeah2!!
+and aso WE WON 1ST!!!for the green week recycled newspaper..
+all our effort was worth it..hehe...
+thx 2 all for supporting us..haha...(i swear i saw aziz face looks shock n laughin away)
+got my eng oral after tat...was quite ok but did read wrongly..(my mind was to go toilet!!cant tahan animore...sheesh)
+and 2moro....our class haf to perform during apex program
+hope everything goes well...(mr tan was like "u all either make me proud or lose face 2moro'')
+but i tink arguments wld bound to happen
+even juz now rehearsal was hideous..no comment abt it...
+juz grow up la guyz...sec5 aredi u noe!!
+currently craving for caramel chocs....(drooling)haha
+and aso sleepi n tired n abit unwell...hmmm
+missing ma hp so much!!!!!!!

to sha i will kol u if i got time k... back to top?

Whatz happening:

+last sat got aNASing race at pasir ris park,downtown east...
+veri tiring like hell...1st clue was a disaster...so damn hard to find d place adopt a park
+after hours of rounding d park finalli find d place but the clue was missing...wth..
+we didnt win in d end..hehe...head to central 2 eat wif all ma gerls
+then head home change clothes etc n head 2 bugis wif ma mum
+yeah2!SHOPPING!!!!!
+woohoo...bought tiz jacket so nice...and a shirt...and a nice pencil box...and a watch etc
+tink i become a shopaholic gerl..haha
+i noe i owe ma mum $$ for ma barang2..sheesh...ct stop shoping...cant!haha
+after all d shoppin head homey...so damn tired
+btw i cld msg on weekends oni...
+on sun went out again...to where??bugis again!!
+tiz time ma bro tag along...his turn went shopping...
+then went to geylang n met d rest of ma auntz
+round2 there n eat n home sweet home...ma leg hurtz man
+today hmmm...was so concentrating study at skul...haha
+except for d last period....zZzZ...got back chem tez paper...no comment
+go 2 central wif atikah buy bubble tea..yumilicious
+rainin cats n dogs...so stay at atikah houz awhile
+watch underworld evolution..nice...so violent..but nice..
+then head home...
+hw??haven do..juz reading log which muz contain 11 entries total n i oni got 4 entries in it so far..wth...haix
+now wana clean2 ma houz b4 ma mum come back home....toodlex

semakin hari semakin benci ku rasa terhadap mu....separuh dari diriku sudah ku malas mahu melayani mu...adakah patut kau membuat ku seperti ini...TIDAK!!!! back to top?