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S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

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itz been quite awhile i haf updated ma blog....so bz rite now after i start werk...ma training days gona be over..and on tiz coming monday is ma bar test...so d nervous...still confuse bt making d drink...n my day today gona be bad....im so freaking sad,dekcuf up inside,lost etc...after yest incident...my fault coming back home late coz i went to eat 2st n ten i board on a wrong train..the train was goin towards boon lay not pasir ris...felt aslp in d train n wen i woke up i was sum where at town...wtf...n haf 2 alight the train n took another train goin pasir ris...yah got home got d scolding,shouting etc2 from ma mum...now she aint toking to me...watever....now too i feel like a beggar...i duno wat im feelin...feeling so hopeless...dun wana talk bt wat happen yest to me...im werking nite shift today till closing....so will got home late....haix..tatz all lah..i haf no mood...juz wana cry....crying inside my heart.....:'( back to top?

k i juz got back from jalan raye...ir n his gal ajak me to follow along beraye wif his frenz...fun n all d way cant stop laughing at their jokes n childish act...ish3..dah besar panjang masih childish..haha...yah n two of d boys amik gula2 belambak simpan dlm kocek...tk senonoh btul la...malu kite dibuatnye...haha...yah n i got meet new frenz....nice 2 met u guyz...n aso went to amir house coz dah dekat n tk tau bile lg nk kua raye...his mum nenek n dad was at home...he was shock!yesh i mean realli surprise to c me n ct nuraini...haha...he duno tat i n her r frenz for long time....crite die panjang ngat...aderlah history disebalik crite ni....yeah pai tk terkate ape2 die...he juz sae a few tingz n stare at both of us n look at me again..haha...karma ppl..karma...n his mum stills remember me after 2 yrs!!omg....i tot she tk kenal...malu nye.....smue cite lamer ni....boleh patah hati jika diingati....but nvm....n ma house is last 1 coz both ir n his gal dun1 me to go back home alone...how sweet of them...k thx u guys for allowing me to tag along....n nice to meet u pplz!hope to c u again... back to top?

yesterday was tiring day i tink...coz im quite sick from d injectin...got a lil bit of fever n flu....so yest shaz ajak me outz beraye wif her boi kwn2....n im sori i cant follow....a fren ask me out for awhile...went to loyang point n rent cd 'charlie n d choc factory'...oh man...the story is full of choc n candy...wow!!!can i haf some?haha....then gotta rush home coz ma fren wana beraye at ma house....3person oni which is amir,mizan & fikri....itz nice 2 c them again after so long especially amir....haix...he wears contacts lens!haha..kinda nice...he did not bring along his gerl wondering y...weird2...when i ask he juz shook his head n look diff..hmmm....then took their pics...oni 1 wana noe y?my camera buat hal!!dengki kan....argh....mizan was usual self wif his crap...satu2 rambut panjang...after tat they went out...n next came ma broz n his frenz....yah.....n then clean up stuffs n went to slp...lala land here i come...hehe...n today ir is coming to ma house wif his gal n kwn2...haix...jealous aku ngok org2 beraye...boohoo back to top?

today is the last day of ma training...itz so fun...finally got to make some coffees....a total of four coffees today which are cafe latte,cappucino,caramel mochiatto and cafe americano.....ouh yesh...so fun using d machine...using d steamer is hard....but tink got d hang of it.....n yesh i love my own masterpiece which is d caramel mochiatto n caffe mocha.....itz so nice....i lyke!!:p yummy...yah and after tat went to sia building near ther for my jab(injection)...leceh kan....ni la klau keje pat fnb line kene injection make sure u r healthy...k n im d lucky no.1 for the injectn...n d rest of them were like "eh slamatz eh nanti...1st person"...dengki kan drg....n now itz kinda bisa n numb...sakit man...cpt la baik...now im starting to miz my partners....boo hoo....miz hidayah,aishah,hamdan,netti(takyala....still dpt jumpe..haha) etc n the instructors too....but nvm...insyallah we meet again eh....jgn lupe dtg pat my outlet...then ii can go to ur outlet too...hehe...tatz all la..tiz coming sunday start ma werk at ma outlet....cant wait...hehe...coffee anyone??haha back to top?

ouhk...itz been long long time i updated ma blog...hahaha...itz so dusty man...*lame2*..itz been a bz week for me...but 1st i had done ma shopping spreee..hehehe...bought adidas perfum coz ma perfume dahbiz!ten bought 2 gio polo shirt n black shoe for werk..and some cozmetics at metro...sale ppl...sale at metro..haha...n aso bought emily bag!!!muahahaha...new design so nicee...i lyke!!:)...ma fish is growing....haha..so for the past 3days i've been having ma training or course for ma werk...2moro is d last day of d course...im gona miz all ma partners on d course...boo hoo...but we r cool plz..haha...maeb today hang out wif them after werk....touching kan..haha..but itz very tiring la...travelling from pasir ris to tanjong pagar for d course...phew...leh tdo dlm mrt..ahaha...cant wait to get ma hands on d coffee machine 2moro..hahaha...i miz ma darlz darlz frenz n d whole world n rabbit n fishes n hamsters...hahaha...k enuf of ma crapz..hahaha...mizz u guyz!!! back to top?

yesterday was great fun day.....all of us went to jalan raye....the NA students pluz the NT students and a few of their ngee ann pri frenz join along....total 23 ppl!!!!!alot rite....hahahaha.....but kecoh2 nye...sana sini terpekik telolong....haha....sori eh aziziah i nvr go ur houz yest...i did not went to d last houz wif them coz 1st thing it is at punggol and 2nd i dun wana get home late...itz raining btw at tampines.....so laz houz for me is uma nani....then bubbye pplz...i gota rush home.....luckily somebody accompany me back home....dah la sorang2...ish....juz wake up n feel tired from yest jalan raye....n today we r goin jalan raye at marine parade(uma nik n netti) and ubi(uma izyan n afra)...then after tat im gona head for werk wif netti...yesh...alhamdulilah i got a job...veri nervous...hope evryting goes well...and some of ma frenz haven wake up!!!!wake up pplz....we need to go out!!!haha
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weee....guess wat??i got a new pet!!!so fun....bought it yesterday before goin for ma job interview...wanna c it??later i show u...haha...bought three fishes...one of it is blue colour which i name it blue angel,the other is red colour name is red devil and lastly is silverish wif purple tail and for temporary name it baby emi....hahaha...mcm tkda keje name d fishes...and i got a job finally....thx to ma fren...haha....thurs da start...hmmp...and thurs too jalan raya wif ma frenz..terpaksa jalan on wed and thurs...on thurs jalan raya pat belen2 nye uma according to afra..haha...and today shaz ajak me outz jalan raye wif her frenz..duno wat time yet...lum confirm...k i gota clean2 ma houz in case jadi kua....love ma fishes...
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hey finally i got to update my blog....dah berabuk ni blog dah lamer tk update..muahaha....the reason y nvr update?due to my bro controlling d comp everyday everytime...hmmphh..but now he is gone...went out lar...haha...best2!so far itz been great on d 1st day of raya go my nenek houz as for usual...then 2nd day stay at home...3rd day stya at home....n now stay at home...boo hoo...boringla...dah mcm tk raya...oh ya b4 i forget i wanna wish mt dear rabbit happy bdae!!!hope u love those presents i gave u n d celebration of coz at ma houz...miz ya lotz..hehe...(actually da belated nk post pat blog but nvm...hehe...)yest all my dad side come here...kecoh2...and "fren" parents came here for raya2 oni....so tired u noe...n i duno whu aredi got their drinks or not...hmm....then after everybody gone home went out jap to ma auntie houz at meridian there...yum!!stomach full eatin pizza,spahgetti n sup kambing...hahaha....ish tamak nye...haha...im hngry la tat time..haha...kk taz al for now...toodlez....missing u every second now....feeling lonely without you.....( "v" )
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akhirnya tiba masanya untuk kita meraih pada hari yg mulia ini.....SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI & MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN KEPADA SMUE MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAN.....jika saya ader terkasar bahasa,ader kesilapan atau kesalahan yang ku telah buat harap kamu smue maafkan dengan sepuluh jari tersusun rapi ini ye....now im waiting for my broz,da & datuk come back from smayang raye....while waiting mum ask me to iron some raya clothes...hehe...cant wait to wear them.....bez kan.....ape yg lagi bez ialah mendengar shahdu takbir di pagi raya ini...dpt juga mengigatkan kita bahawa bulan ramadhan ini sudah pun berakhir....yeah cant wait to go to my grampz house at woodlands.....yesh2 so far away....but nvm..dpt duit raye tau..hehehe....k gotta gosok aju raya...
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