rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

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duno wat i do todae at home
+juz kp layin on ma bed n kp tinkin bt him
+n i cant stop cryin..
+kp tinkin wat he doin now or whether he reach home n many else
+tiz always hapen 2 me
+wenever i reali love sumone theres always sumtin gona hapen..
+ma mum is rite
+god always gif sum obstacles in life which u duno
+it can b rough it can be sad coz god is always testing u n wana tez if u r up to d challenge n get thru it
+wenever if u haf any prob in relatnship u haf to face it n nt by runin away or finding d easiest way out
+tatz y many marriage nowadays ended up in a divorce
+i dun want tat.i wana prove tat i can get thru tiz
+i noe tiz is a test frm u to me so now i haf to take d challenge n no more runing away frm it
+i dun care if i haf to fall down or injured myself to redeem myself back n solve it
+how i wish im in a hospital rite now bt eventuali im at home
+cryin non stop like how heavy d rain fall yesterdae
+ma mind juz tinkin bt him oni him
+n i dun mind if im sick again which is i am sick again
+gawd how weak can i be at times..
+even if i haf to end my life..itz ok..coz i noe i wld do d anitin juz 4 u..
+juz pray n hope to resolve tiz n i cant afford to do anitin stupid rite now to myself which i tempted to bt nt
+n i shall stop here coz i dun wana show any tears to anyone now..juz will show it in ma heart n drms later on...lurve n misses n worries u..juz to let u noe if u r gona read tiz...:* back to top?

It was nvr ma intention 2 do such tings behind u coz i noe u r d one:
+tings haf been complicated..
+was havin a fabolouz time wif lovely dear n soon turns out nt so gd
+i cant stop cryin..n wen i cry too much u noe i cant breathe..juz feel like jumpin out of ma window or stab myself..


im realli sori 4 wat hapen
i promise it wont happen again plz believe me ma dear
i nvr intend to do anitin bad behind u coz i noe u r d oni one tat i lurve
wat shld i do to show u tat i truly love u n wana b wif u
i dun wana lose ucoz u r special n perfect in evryway
even tho u haf ask me to leave u bt i still stick wif u
tat shows i realli am loyal to u n truly love u frm d bottom of ma heart
plz forgive me ma love
coz i cant live without u
d tears i cried realli makin me sick
i juz nd u
plz dun leave me
u r d oni one i wana b wif
no matter wat hapen
truz me...
i will love u always n kp u in ma heart always back to top?

Welcome 2 ma life:

+d pas few days were crazee!!!had lotz of complicatn for ma skul postin n admission..first tip..dun ask me where im goin to or which skul im goin..im still blur rite now..
+had a few arguements wif ma mum too coz u noe always muz follow her wants..dun wana mentn it
+n im so freakin tired..keje mane la yg tk penat..n gawd 2moro werkin at 7am!!today end werk at 11pm n 2moro nd go werk eli mornz..gosh..ma eyes will b like panda soon..haix..i nd sum massager here plz..haha..where ma doc go??mayap je ehk..hehe
+if i gt enuf time i met u 4 awhile k doc..
+i realli pity Rain as in ma werk fren bukan hujan..he spill out all his prob to me juz now..poor ting..juz hang on orite..dun kill urself lar..tink bt ur famili n gf at filipine
+ok..4 now tatz all..otak pun da mengantuk n mati tinkin wat else to write..sheesh

Shout outz:gdnitez n swetdrmz evryone...mizz ma moo2 n those whu i kp close to ma heart...hope 2 c u soon doc hehe..find me d brite star lg ehk..haha..hugz n kisses. back to top?

me changin ma hairstyle at d saloon at batam wif an ice crm in ma hand..lapar la..
me n ma cuzzy..tryin to pose d cool look..haha..cute ar
me n bear2..haha..eventualli both of us wore d same color!winks!
ma eldest bro wearin ma mum inner tudung wif all d yummy food..haha
plz cure ma sicknez plz anione..:

+so tada me blogin again...got so many tings to tell bt mlz nk type lak..hahaha
+d meetin wif d doc harith was great..haha..hope 2 c u soon again..juz c ur blog n all n sumtin nt quite rite..me nt toyin wif ur heart sumpah...im nt tat kind of person..realli if u noe me reali well..n i wonderin again wat u want to do to cure me ar??haha
+so me aso back frm ma holiday to batam!!!gt pix to show y'all..and after tat fall ill
+i kp vomittin several times n gt high fever..it sux..n aso gt mc so didnt go to werk..
+yey2..tiz wed goin to c dancefloor..moo gt tix..hehe
+hmm...tadi ade nyak bende nk write..bile nk write smue hlg lak..haha nvm..
+missin all of u out there....lookin forward for our next meetin ;p so enjoy d pix
+n aso those whu kp askin me abt where im goin plz stop..juz givin me headaches n addin up to ma stress haix back to top?