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S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

muahaha...2day got rehersal for d teacher's day performance..yah n after skul practise at atikah's nenek house which is near skul..elfie was there too...then went back to skul coz d rehersal is at 2.30pm..rush2 pplz...yah n mr koh was there to see if all d performance was alrite..we got to go 2nd n wasnt tat prepared yet but nvm...n yah...we got a total of 5 songs..remix la...n wen d 3rd song starts i haf to jump down frm d stage n naik lik 2 d centre stage...there was a total of 3 stages!!n guess wat?i haf to dance at d centre stage alone!!help!!so nervous there n did 4get my steps..haha..yah n wen d last song start again haf to run 1 big round to naik lik to d right stage...wah..i was like out of breath runnin like mad n d crowd was kinda luaghin..haha..evrytin ends n mr koh gif sum comments which r good ones..yipee to our grp "gurlz aloud"!!haha..haf to perform 2nd time n on d actual day we got to perform 2nd last..not bad eh..d last grp 2 perform was d dikir barat guyz mixture of sec3,4 n 5...i can denied it n they were damn good!!!haha..u go guyz...we support u all d way babe..haha...still haf to practise coz d actual ting is on wed!!haha..cant wait..
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1st thingprelimz over...n now resultz r out which is another disaster!!...im so disappointed wif my mathz resultz...itz like a huge drop!!!i did finally pass my science...all subjectss i manage to pass..but some of my grades drop...like wtf man.....k nvm...willing to work harder for my actual n level which is coming soon especially my ss!!!itz on 6sept...ahhhh!!!n k all those fuckin idiotic pplz,dun tink tat i look so quiet,doesnt mean im stupid k!dun tink i cant stand up on my own coz i can n i will wen my blood boilz...dun ever start to USE me!coz d consequence iz not gona be pretti...even if i cant stand up on my own,otherz will stand behind me nsupport me..btul tk korang?u guyz r damn shit man...n im not gona join u guyz coz u guyz aredi makes me mad n aso such a liar n hypocritez!!!!n ur dance step sux 2 d core!!!!hey whu r u aniwae wana use me...u aint my mum or wat k...u juz bunch of monkeyz whu haf no brainz n realli dumb in d arse if u tink u can easily make use of me!!!!!piss off....
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weeee!!!haha...at last 2day can wake up late coz no need go skul!!haha...n guess wat time i wake up??11am!!!tat is veri late even atikah msg me tk sedar..haha..tdo mati deh..then get ready to go esplanade wif atikah coz both of us,izyan,nik,ifah,kiki wana practise our dance moves for d teachers day audition performance....afra n nani aso tag along 2 watch us dance n in d end both of them insisted us tot teach them d moves aso..haha..wah n i haf to dance barefooted coz i use high heels..not tat high actualli..haha....we make a move from esplanade to marina square..eat 1st then goto d roof top n dance there wif d help of izyan fren...teachin us d moves..n he is one good n flexible dancer!haha...quite tiring coz practise lotta times n d beat is fast n i get it atlast...so happy:) after all tat i gota head home coz my mummy call me aredi...sori guys cant join u to go tm starbuckz..took lotta pics at 1st n then i accidentally erase all of it :(...boo hoo hoo...but take again d pics...haha...thx ifah 4 d kiss..lol..haha..(itz here in my blog d pic i tok wif ifah)
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yeah2!!!!!wah finally end my prelimz...after 5 days sacrifice everything includin not using computer,sleepin late evryday and finally itz over!!!!!im done with it..woo hoo!!geog paper,mathz paper1 and english paper was ok2...maths paper 2 and physic was quite easy(for d 1st time)...chem was a lil bit susah...and lastly poa was a DISASTER!!!!TERRIBLE!!!!!damn hard like deep blue sea n hell!!!....but now over wif all of that...juz waitin 4 d results..scary...n letz scream coz 2moro i no nd go skul coz no examz..tiz onli applies to d normal acad pplz...and i repeat...TOMORROW NO SKUL FOR US!!!!!1hooray...can haf a long slp n rest finally after studyin like mad for my prelimz..haha
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wah...im damn beat out rite now...juz now went 2 mary bro wedding at bedok north jadi kendaratz from 10am till 6pm!!phew tat was long hours like whole day...k then haf to pin up tiz flower on our baju 2 show we r d kendaratz ppl..and all muz wear blue colour..n i haf to clear up d tables,take all d utensils,wipe d table,give bunga telur...atikah kol me 3 in 1 coz i do d three job at 1 time which is quite tirin,,haha...then sumtin bad happen....it was rainin downpour n d wind was like tornado..all d things flew n even d cake on d plate i was holdin flew..haha..n all of us was drench!!!coz d wind too strong n rain keep comin in...d pelamin was half nk roboh....poor mary bro coz evrytin haf to stop..then after a few minutes d weather has stop...thank godness!n d kendaratz ppl help clear up d messy n wet place...then ppl start to fill in..i was workin like mad to n fro...so tired...n thx to tat afra coz she go n spill syrup water on my baju kebaya..thx eh!after all d work we had done n finally time to go home..b4 tat i go around takin out rose flowers on d vase coz i want to bring home!it is damn nice!purple n yellow colour!!n biasa la..atikah n d rest start to pick flowers too!!haha..touchin...then mary n family say thx 4 d help..gif us bunga telur etc...atlast head home!!:)
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...................no comment.......too hurt...too dissapointed bt my result........im cryin all day long..maybe forever............. : '''''''''''"". :''''''''''''''''': :
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sob!sob!sob!sob!!!:'(
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i love it!i love it!i love it!!!!tiz yr ndp was great n d fireworks was damn nice,colourful n gorgeous!!!c it wif my own eyes at the esplanade!!!wif zur..we was suppose 2 meet ain n atikah but they go different place..n aso we lost fadhil n edel.so left two of us wandering here n ther findin for d perfect spot to see d fireworks clearly so i can take d pics..and i manage 2 take lotz of pics!!!!haha...ten meet a few frenz there(faris,rafie,ismail,kak dalilah,yung xin n company n express claz bdk cine)ahaha..feelin famous tat dae..haha..ten head home..had a bad ending tho...my bad!!and 2day receive back ss prelim paper..i was shock..no words 2 sae tho..duno how i got tat kind of marks..but alhamdulillah i pass d paper...muz strive harder ..im still feelin nervous n scared coz 2moro d result of mly "O" level result is out!!!!duno wat kind of result i will get...hoping 4 d best and oni can doa n leave it d rest in d hands of god.....wish me luck pplz...im havin butterfly all over my stomach now!!!sigh.....so scary....
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weeee...happy national day spore!!hahaha..2day haf 2 wake up realli early 2 reach skul at 6.40 4 d celebration of national day n aso pass out parade 4 all uniform grps!!!yesh!!!finally...gone..hahahaha...dun miz me yar my juniors..i noe u miz me veri much rite?hehe..n there the actual p.o.p started...wif hakim d in-charge n screamin wif his damn smart uniform..im so jealous..n continue wif d principle speech which was damn long!!!n my feet gone numb n cramp aredi waitin 4 d whole thing 2 end!!!thenfinally finish i got souvenir frm d principle..quite lame..but thx aniwaez..ten go hall watch performance n head 2 claz do claz activities which is making flag design or bunting deco..haha..let say i got compliment frm tat shorty cikgu n aso ms goh..haha..ms goh was like"wow!tiz is nice..." then "r u gd at arts?u shld go pursue in wat u are doing well with which is art..gd work!"..wahh...kembang si gue dpt tat kind of compliment..1st time get a realli outstanding compliment..haha..ten after tat go eat @ simei wif zur n frenz..now i noe they r childish..hahax...ten head home after tat...
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waduh2...gue masih sakit deh...smlm nggak ke skola..masih demam,flu ngan migraine si..gue mau minta nyak maaf kepada ifang kerana dier kena do the ndp competition ting alone without me..sorie deh..im so sorie..nari gue nggak skola lg deh..haha..nari skola gue declare holidae 4 gd performance in cca..haha..kamu smue brengset deh kena gi skola..haha..terima kasih yan kerana sudi tlg gue uat lagu...gue terharu si..haha..apaan lg mau ditulis yar..gue nggak tau si..haha..ok deh..sampai ketemu lg...
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im so sick...since yesterday and cant slp coz of d migraine giving me a pain in d head...then 2day decided not to go to skul..still got d headache,fever and tiz damn flu....later goin to c doctor near my house wif my mum n bro i tink..haix....feelin so weak...and the wheather outside is hot..makin my head goes round and round..k gotta go..got to siap2 nak go doctor... back to top?

okayz pplz!!!i've been wantin to update my blog but to busy and away from home..k basically last saturday all of us(me,atikah,nani,siti,netti,ain,kiki,adek netti) celebrate nani sweet 17 bdae at my auntie houz at laguna park near east coast there...many2 ppl were late especially afra..haha..while waitin 4 ain,netti,adek netti n kiki,they haf a tour aronud my auntie house n we went 2 east coast beach which is near her house..ten my auntie like tour guide tellin them everytin n show them around d house...ten my auntie went back 2 her home give me her key 2 open d gate while we went jln at d beach..walk2 till east coast mac n haf to wait for a veri long time 4 them to reach..satu2 perutz lapar..ten drg atlast pai..patah lik 2 my aunti house..along d way took pics..ten our plan spoil..cant play tennis coz d court is wet due 2 d rain..cant swim coz still drizzlin n d water is cold..oni me n atikah bawa swimmin costumes..ten smue gather at my auntie houz...give her cake n stuffz..n all dig in!haha..while eatin watch cite tentang dia virgin(atikah cd)..ten i gtg aredi coz i haf 2 meet my mum(ask me 2 slp there) at my nenek houz which is at marsiling!!ten clean up d place say thx n go..drg smue wait 4 afra coz she is comin at 10pm..ten netti n adek die n me walk out 2 d bustop..haf 2 wait 4 bus 31 for 30mins and it was aredi like 10pm!ten stop at bedok int n took bus 168 2 woodlands int..quite a long journey but much more faster ten mrt..ten change bus again 2 go my nenek houz which is 2 bustops away frm cause way point..finalli reach there at 11.15pm..wah..damn tired..next day went shoppin at causeway point..n FINALLY got to buy d high cut shoe i haf been longing to buy at S & K for $10..actual price was like $39..so worth it 2 buy..n bought tiz shirt 4 $6..haha..ten head home coz wanna study..n 2day got my ss prelim which is so sucky..haha..hopefully i pass..
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