rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

speedy recovery to u dad!hope 2 c u back home again :)

-well unexpected things happen juz d startin of of fasting mth
-after our breakfast on sat ma fon rang..dun fel like answerin it at 1st then eventually pick it up
-by juz a phone call..i was stunt at 1st wen i receive d bad news of ma dad that he was prayin then he was goin blank to collapse and he cant move n weak..
-luckily theres sumone there noes ma dad at al-ameen mosque n help him out n kol for ambulance..he was down wif stroke
-i was panic n started to tear up n passin d msg to d rest of ma family members
-we all duno watz gona happen to him..and i kp tinkin of all d worst thing tat cld happen to him
-if hes gone wat was d last words i spoke to him?did i make him angry??wat if hes gone forever??alot of qsts run thru ma mind while im tearin up n i nd comfort at tat point of time
-i juz wish sweet is there so i can hug him tightly bt he stil there together wif me kp askin me to relax n comfortin me wen he kol
-yea tried to be strong bt ma tears kp appearing wenever tink bt him..
-so we all waited for him yest at NUH hosp til 2plus in d mornz til he was being warded..it appears he had mild stroke oni on his right side of body and very high blood pressure which was 3 quarter til it reach to d fullest..bt he is stil weak n no power n his speech slurrin
-todae spent like half of d day in hosp guidin up relatives to ma dad ward
-alhamdulillah he feelin beta todae compare to yest..he can speak a lil bit more n can move his hands n feet..bt stil weak
-we all can c hez veri emotional n tear up too wen 1 by 1 people visit him to c his condition..
-now nt lookin forward tat much to raye bt more to lookin forward for his recovery n b back home
-itz a good thing d doc said there was no bleedin or blockage found in his brain..so 2moro he wil haf asnother scan to make sure evrytin alrite
-hopefulli he can get transfer to raffles hosp after tatso much closer to us..
-can visit him 2moro as i b werkin 2moro
-thanks to all ma relatives whu visited him todae..
-so since ma dad is nt at home..temporary b slpin wif mum coz i noe she tryin to be strong infront of us on d outside bt on d inside nobody noes how she feels
-pray that evrytin will go smoothly n he will recover fast
-even 9 (ma cat) was upset tat sat upon seein ma dad go out to werk..tink pets haf their instinct if anytin bad gona happen to us
-luckily he was not drivin wen he fall ill..
-so dad rest well in hosp n we wil visit u there evrydae to kp u company n dun be emotional k..dun b stress out n tink bt werk..ur health comes 1st
-we all hearts u deep down inside:) back to top?

-yes im back!!
- 1st of all d reason y i shldnt play comp coz i cant stop surfin d net n etc n slp late n worst is 2moro werkin!like now almost goin to 1am!sheesh
-good news for everyone..attatchment is endin soon!!woohoo
-tis sat is our fasting mth..so to all the muslims SLAMAT MENUNAIKAN IBADAH PUASA!
-cant wait for raye n end of att!
-Finalli!!i receive ma pay after 2mths werkin there aredi..n gues wat..the pay issue was on d 14 aug la n they delay it until now..wtheck rite
-im super fed up rite now..coz ma werk pass is missing n so is ma compact powder..whuever d fuker who take this frm me n hide is IS TRYIN TO BE SUPER FUNI!
-if im gona pay for ma pass U WATCH OUT!u thing i gt nutin beta to pay for izzit
-n mummy is stil nt back frm jb..
-well juz now at werk abit chaotic coz of some screw up stuff for another project bt i noe its not ma fault..so i wont fel bad abt it sigh..
-n ma supervisor tot i end att on dec -.-!
woohoo TGIF 2moro yey! gdnitez ppl! back to top?

the ndp banner which i design for ma company :)

-well itz been awhile since i last update ma blogie
-ever since havin attatchment..i haf no time to online..go werk come back watch tv awhile n slp..tatz d routine evrydae..sick life
-well left abt 8wks i tink til we end our attatchment..fast rite..bt i bet evry1 is hatin attatchment n misses skul
-wen we in skul we hate skul..bt wen we go for att we miz skul..contradicting isnt it
-well i wanted to post d previous ndp banner n sweetie bdae..bt blogger encounter some probz..oh well nxt time la jawabnye or i might upload sweetie bdae on facebook coz therez alot of pix taken durin his surpirise bdae
-so let me start wif sweets bdae..yep it was a surprise bdae plan for him..
-n i gt surpised too wanna noe y?coz im being locked inside ma room.!n im so late for d surprise so ask help frm ma dad to send us..btw ma door doesnt haf doorknob n yar ma door is broken thx ehk..
-so the surprise plan was...a cruise treat for him arnd spore and port at marina there to watch firewerks..well d firewerks part was dissapointin..bt d fun part was to c him dance!lol..not ma fault!ask d dj himself to pick us to dance
-well hope u had fun bt i stil haf 1 last surprise for u..hehe
-HAPPY BDAE TO KAREN N FATHIN!!!tho its a late wish to b posted here bt d tot tat counts!!
-and todae had to go werk early due to national dae observance celebratn lor..and some news video-ing us bt too bad we are nowhere to be seen lol
-i cant eat d food they gif coz im fastin..so bring it back hm:)
-yup been fastin lately to pay back ma fst b4 d fastin mth comes which is soon!
-cant wait for raye coz it wil b d end of ma 3mths att too..
-n i miz gfs...long time nvr hang out wif them..n wheres ma bestfren??no sign of her too majok ke?hehe
-ive gt a secret which im nt planin to tell u guys yet..let time decide wen i wana tel yar..lol..
-and i tink sweets is super excited wif his new hp..lol..goin jb tiz sat if i haf no plans wif sweets n d famili
-cant wait to end werk 2moro coz itz d end of d wk lik finali!!n besides no werk on mon PH oi!!lol back to top?