Her thoughts

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feel~~about u ;)~~

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 7:57 PM

boohoo

Another day another story:

+gd mornz to all haha
+1st thing "HAPPI BDAE TO PEARLYN!!" hehehe..
+now currently in skul havin ma autocad lesson to draw floorplan..haix..difficult sia
+gd lucks to all havin exams yar
+im still sick..yest was much more worst..kp sneezing every 1 sec..sheesd..stupid dust..
+mum sae todae i cld collect ma laptop!!!yipee...bloody excited..hahaha
+now saving money for moo bdae...
+so sad i wont br able to join ma claz trip to genting wif ma mentor rostina n her hubby..boo hoo..haf fun u guys
+pasal kekurangan duit itula tk jadi pegi..
+itz ok shall do sumtin else for ma holz..
+maeb goin jb 2moro..maeb oni..
+shall stop ranting and shall continue on wif ma floorplan..;p

Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 5:05 AM

ndp

the ferris wheel tatz on itz wae...

the firework at padang

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dkpe4luPYvA
There's no place i rather be:

+yest ndp was fabulouz!

+bt was super crowded..kalah bazaar pat geylang time raye

+i feel like little ants squeezing our wae thru and actually there aso lotz of kiasu ppl

+wat u expect singaporean..sheesh...so we went as a grp yest..me,him,adilla,fiq,kai,aisha,anuar,mizan(went missing halfwae thru) and aso a few other moo frenz..

+senang dikate kecoh beb..hehe...will post video if can...

+it was great n had fantastic time yest..

+and todae was superb tired goin to skul

+it was a short dae at skul

+n fuck off lar for color studies...she fail me sia for nt doin a gd job

+sedih seh...and i nd to redo coz i cant effort to fail two of her project..itz a realli fuckin world..nabeh btul cikgu buang mase je aku bangun pagi2 bute buat keje die..sheesh..unappreciated!

+then went home wif rayne..and i was super irritated by tiz china women her duaghter

+veri irritating sia..she sat slanted taking up more space and less space for me wif her daughter slpin on her laps

+wah and yet still leanin against me..u tot im ur bloody cushion izzit??!!then i told rayne bt it

+then she was like "push her push her back ar..china ppl like tat one"

+so we two kp pushin her and she notice it and we giggle..

+yet she still insisted on leanin on me and takin up more space and i end up to be so squeezy..u tink tiz is ur father bus izzit??!

+and her elbow almoz hittin ma face..wth..and her daughter cant sit still like havin a worm in her butt..super irritating ar

+so wen d daughter was slpin her head was touchin ma file so i decided tha wen d bs jerks ma file will hit her head..muahaha,,im so evil eh..i tink tat little miss naughty shirt im wearin it haf put a spell on me..haha

+and it was super long jam at the expresswae..imagine gettin stuck at sengkang for one hr..and i feel like vomittin due to the jerkin of bus..luckily i haf sweet to eat

+ma intuition was rite..coz there was a bus accident at the expresswae tat causes the jam..

+i saw the crack of the glass..glass shattered all over..sheesh..scary..thank god im not in tat bus..

+and im hapi to announce tat todae is ma laz dae of skul...yipee!!!2mths skul holz here i come..hehe

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @ 8:16 AM

lalalala

we found tiz cute hot pants like disco pattern...hehe

another disco bra n short...u can try it on!haha im promoting it!

me n ma wifey mary...awww...bukan main lebar die senyum..haha

candid pix...omigosh...ma eye backs r realli bad..haha..mary(ermmm??)

It burnz alot:

+todae d slackez dae..

+went to skul for few hrs 4 sean claz juz briefing bt 2nd semester(gosh...we juz finish ur module n now haven yet holz u r discusing bt 2nd semester project wth)

+so we tot tat todae art history class has ended bt not!so we gd ppl mcm paham je..went for her claz..

+n i paz her bloody art history exam!haha..atleaz sumtin rather than fail..sheesh

+so then met ma wifey mary haha at bedok platform..

+hugs n kisses man..miz her after few mths since we laz met..awww

+n guess wat we saw mr chia there aso..then head to werkplace 4 awhile to pass sum paperwerk which was heavy gile..imagine from yio chu kang to airport carryin it..phew

+then head to paya lebar as mary wanted to shop at d tiz fashion there pluz im a member too so gt 30 percent discount..hahaha

+after few hrs naik tangga turun tangga to search for perfect clothes n yet still nt satisfied so we circle one laz round again finding clothes haha like no one business(even sembunyikan the basket coz oni max of 3 clothes can be brought in d fitting room)

+so in d end mary bought 2 clothes and me one(bt it was mary whu blanje me..aw..thx yar for d food n baju blanje..):)

+then head to tamp for awhile coz still finding jaket...then bought bubble teas to cool our thirst.our fav flavor lg tau strawberri milk tea..touching

+and we had fabuloz time chatting bt past times n aso probz n all n aso mcm biase teasing other pplz

+so we end our dae by sayin toodlez n head homez..pluz took some pix too..haha

Shout out: "HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE!!!!"

Tuesday, August 07, 2007 @ 9:20 AM

im sori

Im sori bloggie to say sumtin bad todae entry:

+kaninacaucibai lar...fuck..setan..dammit..arghhhhhhh
+i juz wanted to sae every single maki word now seriously..nvr in ma life b4 i wanted to do tiz except now..
+tot u were there to cheer me up bt guess nope..same as d gerl whum u dislike thx
+tho itz in a nice wae bt it realli shot me to d heart
+im badly hurt n bloody sad now
+can i jump out of d window??i fel hopeless
+anorexic pplz..
+watz happening to d ppl now ar..i dun understand...gd looking pretty gerlz or boyz..muz be skinny big boobs etc etc
+tink tat kind of ppl juz fantasize too much of other pretty n good bodz..which is juz an illusion n aso FAKE bodz...
+which i noe im not..bt i stil bersyukur tat im d wae i am coz im nt perfecct
+u cant find a 100 percent perfect person in d world am i rite?
+juz told ma frenz d story abt tat dae which made me cry n they juz said "tat is nt a gd fren.they shld go to hell...n i will slap tat person doin tat to me" etc..
+n told how u pujuk me n ma frenz "aww tatz so sweet of him..u r lucky"
+now??wat happen to d sweetness???haixxx
+i feel rejected stup fat stupid ass..
+then wat shld i be???become part of d aneroxic pplz which u can see their tulangs terklua like disgusting fuck n yet they r happi wif it
+eating sumtin and went to d bathroom n force to vomit their foods out..for wat like tat if u eat?
+mine as well starve to death rite n die..da ade mknan tk bersyukur lagi waste food..
+fuck sia tiz kind of ppl
+i cant imagine myself being so skeleton n forcing to vomit out..
+n d next ting u noe im no more in tiz werld..
+i can be like tat bt i tink is of no use..i like d wae i am n love ma hobi for dancing
+n i tink itz beta now tat i dun c anyone coz d first ting they will sae sumtin bt me is sumtin which hurtin me coz tat stup word everydae i've heard it n im gettin sick of it..
+if oni i haf ma own transportatn i will go out now n speed ma wae to no direction n go to ma fav place sit there till eli mornz n i will juz kp kickinon the wall to venge ma anger on...
+whu else i cld turn to rite now??none except me...
+i realli feel like tearin n throwin every paper pix or anythin in ma room now u noe...n cover ma face wif ma pilow n kp screamin till 2moro...
+such a 'gd' life...

Friday, August 03, 2007 @ 2:18 AM

bye satay stix

ITz goin to be over:(:

+itz been a long long time since i updated..
+the reason y??1.so many projects to do due to dateline week
2.lotz of presentation and exams
3.no time to online or wat
+since now all ma datelines nearly endin so im back again!!!
+cant wait till skul holz which is nxt wk las wk of skul and 2 mths of holz..yipee!
+finally can slp in peace after slpless nitez doin project..n stoning in claz due to lack of slp n sick too..
+even cant go ma dance due to too much werk to do..nvm i be dancin soon..haha
+miz ma dance peepz...;))
+presentatn yest was gd..relief now as ma major impt module projects r over..whoopie..
+feel more relax now..seriously without sean werk or projects..
+goin out wif ma mum soon to expo...
+tatz all bt it..will post sum pix later on

Shout out:"HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAE TO KAREN FAM!!!"old aredi hah..hehe..

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 7:57 PM boohoo Another day another story: +gd mornz to all haha +1st thing "HAPPI BDAE TO PEARLYN!!" hehehe.. +now currently in skul havin ma autocad lesson to draw floorplan..haix..difficult sia +gd lucks to all havin exams yar +im still sick..yest was much more worst..kp sneezing every 1 sec..sheesd..stupid dust.. +mum sae todae i cld collect ma laptop!!!yipee...bloody excited..hahaha +now saving money for moo bdae... +so sad i wont br able to join ma claz trip to genting wif ma mentor rostina n her hubby..boo hoo..haf fun u guys +pasal kekurangan duit itula tk jadi pegi.. +itz ok shall do sumtin else for ma holz.. +maeb goin jb 2moro..maeb oni.. +shall stop ranting and shall continue on wif ma floorplan..;p back to top?
Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 5:05 AM ndp the ferris wheel tatz on itz wae... the firework at padang http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dkpe4luPYvA There's no place i rather be: +yest ndp was fabulouz! +bt was super crowded..kalah bazaar pat geylang time raye +i feel like little ants squeezing our wae thru and actually there aso lotz of kiasu ppl +wat u expect singaporean..sheesh...so we went as a grp yest..me,him,adilla,fiq,kai,aisha,anuar,mizan(went missing halfwae thru) and aso a few other moo frenz.. +senang dikate kecoh beb..hehe...will post video if can... +it was great n had fantastic time yest.. +and todae was superb tired goin to skul +it was a short dae at skul +n fuck off lar for color studies...she fail me sia for nt doin a gd job +sedih seh...and i nd to redo coz i cant effort to fail two of her project..itz a realli fuckin world..nabeh btul cikgu buang mase je aku bangun pagi2 bute buat keje die..sheesh..unappreciated! +then went home wif rayne..and i was super irritated by tiz china women her duaghter +veri irritating sia..she sat slanted taking up more space and less space for me wif her daughter slpin on her laps +wah and yet still leanin against me..u tot im ur bloody cushion izzit??!!then i told rayne bt it +then she was like "push her push her back ar..china ppl like tat one" +so we two kp pushin her and she notice it and we giggle.. +yet she still insisted on leanin on me and takin up more space and i end up to be so squeezy..u tink tiz is ur father bus izzit??! +and her elbow almoz hittin ma face..wth..and her daughter cant sit still like havin a worm in her butt..super irritating ar +so wen d daughter was slpin her head was touchin ma file so i decided tha wen d bs jerks ma file will hit her head..muahaha,,im so evil eh..i tink tat little miss naughty shirt im wearin it haf put a spell on me..haha +and it was super long jam at the expresswae..imagine gettin stuck at sengkang for one hr..and i feel like vomittin due to the jerkin of bus..luckily i haf sweet to eat +ma intuition was rite..coz there was a bus accident at the expresswae tat causes the jam.. +i saw the crack of the glass..glass shattered all over..sheesh..scary..thank god im not in tat bus.. +and im hapi to announce tat todae is ma laz dae of skul...yipee!!!2mths skul holz here i come..hehe back to top?
Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @ 8:16 AM lalalala we found tiz cute hot pants like disco pattern...hehe another disco bra n short...u can try it on!haha im promoting it! me n ma wifey mary...awww...bukan main lebar die senyum..haha candid pix...omigosh...ma eye backs r realli bad..haha..mary(ermmm??) It burnz alot: +todae d slackez dae.. +went to skul for few hrs 4 sean claz juz briefing bt 2nd semester(gosh...we juz finish ur module n now haven yet holz u r discusing bt 2nd semester project wth) +so we tot tat todae art history class has ended bt not!so we gd ppl mcm paham je..went for her claz.. +n i paz her bloody art history exam!haha..atleaz sumtin rather than fail..sheesh +so then met ma wifey mary haha at bedok platform.. +hugs n kisses man..miz her after few mths since we laz met..awww +n guess wat we saw mr chia there aso..then head to werkplace 4 awhile to pass sum paperwerk which was heavy gile..imagine from yio chu kang to airport carryin it..phew +then head to paya lebar as mary wanted to shop at d tiz fashion there pluz im a member too so gt 30 percent discount..hahaha +after few hrs naik tangga turun tangga to search for perfect clothes n yet still nt satisfied so we circle one laz round again finding clothes haha like no one business(even sembunyikan the basket coz oni max of 3 clothes can be brought in d fitting room) +so in d end mary bought 2 clothes and me one(bt it was mary whu blanje me..aw..thx yar for d food n baju blanje..):) +then head to tamp for awhile coz still finding jaket...then bought bubble teas to cool our thirst.our fav flavor lg tau strawberri milk tea..touching +and we had fabuloz time chatting bt past times n aso probz n all n aso mcm biase teasing other pplz +so we end our dae by sayin toodlez n head homez..pluz took some pix too..haha Shout out: "HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO EVERYONE!!!!" back to top?
Tuesday, August 07, 2007 @ 9:20 AM im sori Im sori bloggie to say sumtin bad todae entry: +kaninacaucibai lar...fuck..setan..dammit..arghhhhhhh +i juz wanted to sae every single maki word now seriously..nvr in ma life b4 i wanted to do tiz except now.. +tot u were there to cheer me up bt guess nope..same as d gerl whum u dislike thx +tho itz in a nice wae bt it realli shot me to d heart +im badly hurt n bloody sad now +can i jump out of d window??i fel hopeless +anorexic pplz.. +watz happening to d ppl now ar..i dun understand...gd looking pretty gerlz or boyz..muz be skinny big boobs etc etc +tink tat kind of ppl juz fantasize too much of other pretty n good bodz..which is juz an illusion n aso FAKE bodz... +which i noe im not..bt i stil bersyukur tat im d wae i am coz im nt perfecct +u cant find a 100 percent perfect person in d world am i rite? +juz told ma frenz d story abt tat dae which made me cry n they juz said "tat is nt a gd fren.they shld go to hell...n i will slap tat person doin tat to me" etc.. +n told how u pujuk me n ma frenz "aww tatz so sweet of him..u r lucky" +now??wat happen to d sweetness???haixxx +i feel rejected stup fat stupid ass.. +then wat shld i be???become part of d aneroxic pplz which u can see their tulangs terklua like disgusting fuck n yet they r happi wif it +eating sumtin and went to d bathroom n force to vomit their foods out..for wat like tat if u eat? +mine as well starve to death rite n die..da ade mknan tk bersyukur lagi waste food.. +fuck sia tiz kind of ppl +i cant imagine myself being so skeleton n forcing to vomit out.. +n d next ting u noe im no more in tiz werld.. +i can be like tat bt i tink is of no use..i like d wae i am n love ma hobi for dancing +n i tink itz beta now tat i dun c anyone coz d first ting they will sae sumtin bt me is sumtin which hurtin me coz tat stup word everydae i've heard it n im gettin sick of it.. +if oni i haf ma own transportatn i will go out now n speed ma wae to no direction n go to ma fav place sit there till eli mornz n i will juz kp kickinon the wall to venge ma anger on... +whu else i cld turn to rite now??none except me... +i realli feel like tearin n throwin every paper pix or anythin in ma room now u noe...n cover ma face wif ma pilow n kp screamin till 2moro... +such a 'gd' life... back to top?
Friday, August 03, 2007 @ 2:18 AM bye satay stix ITz goin to be over:(: +itz been a long long time since i updated.. +the reason y??1.so many projects to do due to dateline week 2.lotz of presentation and exams 3.no time to online or wat +since now all ma datelines nearly endin so im back again!!! +cant wait till skul holz which is nxt wk las wk of skul and 2 mths of holz..yipee! +finally can slp in peace after slpless nitez doin project..n stoning in claz due to lack of slp n sick too.. +even cant go ma dance due to too much werk to do..nvm i be dancin soon..haha +miz ma dance peepz...;)) +presentatn yest was gd..relief now as ma major impt module projects r over..whoopie.. +feel more relax now..seriously without sean werk or projects.. +goin out wif ma mum soon to expo... +tatz all bt it..will post sum pix later on Shout out:"HAPPY 19 BIRTHDAE TO KAREN FAM!!!"old aredi hah..hehe.. back to top?