rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

arghhhhhh!!!!!im so freakin in a shit mood...first ting in d mornin sum1 spoil my mood...and at skul im so mad and no mood to talk to anyone...juz leave me alone..wth wif that attitude of urz??wat u tryin to show me??if u hate me,juz leave me...i cant take it anymore to be hurt repeatedly...sobz...duno watz got in2 u...and mary dun dare tok to me coz i juz wana be alone and my mood was like sad pluz darah ngah up!even ifah told faisal not to kacau me coz im in totally no mood for anitin..mary told ifah i got menopos..wth la..it aint true..u will get it oni at the age of 50 like tat...juz make me more arghhh!!..ten haf to stayback after skul coz got pass out parade rehersal for national day for all uniform grp..damn so tired!!n not to mention im sick!!my leg cramp coz gotta stand 4 quite long...finish at tink arond 5+...many ppl were exhausted too...smue kaki sakit n not to mention very hot!!!!ten change to mufti n went home....and sum1 make my mood more worse again..dun understand wat r u tryin 2 do..
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hey ya'all!!k..basically 2day went out wif mary.kak dilah(mary couzy) & sha sha(mary "adik ipar")..ajak them to see d skul of rock semi-finals at junction 8..wah!got there late and dun get to watch yan grp,perpetual dawn,perform..too bad..thx 2 tat slow moving snail bus..and ten kak dilah didnt join us animore..gotta go werk..so left me mary and sha sha..haha..first time meet sha sha..guess wat?me and her share d same interest!!weird huh..she loves gothic..me too..loves emily and nightmare b4 christmas..me too..muahaha..all of us giler2 there..got tiz grp called B-quartlets or quartets..not tat sure..perform..who!they damn good!no wonder they win 4 champion 4 duno wat competition..ten got lotz of grps keep us movin..nice drumer and guitarist..urgh!and tiz girl frm tiz grp..mcm nk meluat c her perform..hello??!!!tiz suppoze to be a rock performance..not some girlish,gatal performance..eewww!!yuckz!!!reminds me of sum1..even mary and sha sha meluat seein her..like wat the hell..k..ten stay 4 d results..mary wana go but me n sha sha hold her back..givin her d wait la look..haha..i noe i noe..itz not kind of music mary listen to..haha..hang in there girl..and shaikh haikal was damn funni..haha..and ten d result came..ten grps made it to finalz..yan grp didnt make it to finalz..but ten congratz to all of them includin yan..itz aredi good to be in top 20 from 207 grps participatin!!ten saw sec3 nas students was there aso..ex ngee ann was there aso(fayad and wardah,nurull,imran etc)..ten jalan2 there jap..eat at mac..saw my pri skul frenz..hehe..ten we took neopics..so fun..me n sha sha bought tiz net hand gloves..cool la..was lookin 4 it way long2 time ago..left to buy socks!!haha..ten singgah ws jap pick up mum flower pot and head home..whoa!wat a tiring sunday..hehe..but disappointed cant meet yan n c him perform..ayoz..haix..but u rock guyz!
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heloz pplz!!!!...2day is racial harmony day!!woohoo...haf lesson till 9.10 only..and the rest of the of the hours we go rounding to different station arnd the quadrangle there...got try tiz thai cookies..veri nice!ten go to c the indian stall wat they were displaying...so many pretty bangles and tiz tatoo ting or stud 2 paste between ur eyebrows..haha me got the purple 1 and put another 1 at the side of my eyes..hehe..ten me and netti go tiz different kinds of costumes station..and guess wat??i try on tiz indian top and skirt...itz very pretty and made up of light blue,silver and some beads on it...ask netti 2 join me too and she wear the chong sam...blehla tk dpt kai aju uma 4 2day dpt kai jap jadi lah...haha..ten took pic which is instant 1 and haf to pay $1..i dun mind...im havin fun takin pic of me alone and netti!!haha..ten change back to skul u and walk arnd there..ten go to tiz station which got mrs abdelaziz husband writin jawi names..so i ask him 2 write 4 my name...very nice!!!ten go walk2...c the henna tatoo exhibition...ten atikah wana try on the chong sam costume pat that stall..so followed her..ten she ask me to take wif her..haha..amik lagi!both of us choose the chongsam but diff design ah..change again and take pics showin our slids haha..i look sexy..hahaha..lolz...ten go back to claz play traditional games and end os kul..hurray...so today itz been an excitin day and fun 4 me..hahahaha...cheeze!!
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haloz ppl!!!k..2day is my dad burfday...so we went out 2 haf a lunch 2geda at far east wif my two auntiez joinin us...ten we ate at tiz restaurant name nana restaurant i tink...ten saw aide iskander wif his wife and his family...haha...k..the wife is pretty...ten shop there for a while...buy earrings and belt..haha...ten after a long shopping head home...oklah...quite tiring...k my bro juz came back from KL and bought me roxy shirt...long sleeve 1...ok2...simple je...yesterday go 2 zur picnic..was invited...ten go cycling 4 while wif him...till downtown east..and omg...i saw lotz of emily beg..i go crazy over them!!!!ten at far east juz now saw lotz of emily stuff!!!i fall for tiz emily doll and accesories inside the box!!!it was damn nice!!!too bad haf to wait a long2 time to buy it coz it cost $50!!!boo hoo hoo...sedih member...haiyoz...hmmm..cant wait 2 re-decorate my room!!got lotz of ideas to decorate it..im so excited...who noes 1 day i mite gbe a fashion designer or an interior designer....hahaha..k tatz all..gotta pack skul stuff for 2moro skul...boring..nitez2 pplz!!!sweet drmz...
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ola pplz!!!k today do nutin much...after skul got eng oral...damn scary...the qst ask was quite long and difficult for me to catch up..haha..the teacher is sleepy!!k i screw up at the starting...say gd morning lak instead of gd afternoon..haha..sheesh...ten after done wif oral went home wif ifah and mary...mary lik uma kakak die pat pasir ris so she took the same bus wif us...kecoh dlm bus...
haha..ten mary and ifah cant get off the buzz..haha..me blok them..veri funi..then the bus kinda broke down jap..and it was ok after that...ten reach home..and slp!!!haha...and later pass atikah my mp3..she wana lend..haha...tatz all..lah...wana slp again..hahaha
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.........Save Me............

Everytime I tink abt you again
Memories will fill my mind
All the good & bad tingz bout the past
Tears will start to flood my eyes
Never thought it will happen to me

But the feeling inside me,was to deep to be cured
How I wish I could turn back time
The time when we are together
Happily forever with each other
But all the happiness
Seems to fade away

Now I'm drowning in myself
Feeling helpless & lost without you in my arms
Got no one to turn to
To save me from all my pain
Which hurts more than wat it seems
Only miracle can save my soul
From drowning any deeper
And fix my broken heart
To be alive again....
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boo hoo hoo!!!...still feeling upset by yesterday incident...k 2day me got my "N" level oral mly...very scary sia..im like d 3rd last person...haf 2 wait 4 very long time...and very nervous and cold coz hall air con sejuk nk mampuz...and takleh tahan nk gi toilet but that slenge teacher dun allow...terpakse hold it pai biz my oral..haha..hah..me no nd 2 go 4 my poa lesson and epp which took abt 3hrs coz got oral..haha..suker me..(coz me tk uat hw poa..hehe)..d examiner 1 guy and 1 lady...d guy minum coke dlm hall padahal ader plain water given 2 all..haha...he muz be sleepy..hehe...while waitin 4 my turn,mary slp on my shoulder while me singin 2 calm myself down..haha..mary slp at my shoulder ..haha..muz be my singin is damn good..hahaha...ten after d oral which ends at 5pm me head home...tired la..hahahaha...
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gd morningz peepz!!!2dae is sunday and it is a beatiful day...i tink..haha..but d weather is so hot..goodness..hmm..im at my auntie house now at marine parade...slp at her house yesterday..now still at her house..haha..yesterday went shopping at parkway parade bought some things there...then see some handphones too...my god...im fallin in love wif tiz new motorola hp...cant remember d model..its so thin!!guess haf 2 wait 2 buy tat hp coz it is quite expensive...haix..ten go my auntie house..lepak2 pat situ..ten me play tennis wif my bro and another auntie pat bawah uma die...main tennis mlm2 buta!haah..no lah..juz play like 1 hr coz security guard nak tutup gate court die..so fun..ten went back up again and lepak2 ngok tv...ten me slp at 2 am!now still fell a lil bit sleepi tho...yawn!..duno wat time my mum gona make a move...maybe goin jalan2 again..i noe i bring extra clothes if jadi slp here...ayoz..k lah...tatz all..babyz..hehe back to top?

bloop!bloop!mary didnt come 2 skul 2dae so me sit wif ifah...miz my mother mary!!hahaha...and guess wat hapen??me and ifah kena caught by tat abdelaziz 4 eating oreos in claz..haha..2nd time kena caught eatin..alah..hack cares la...we sit at d back of d claz so most of d time they cant c wat we r doin..bez kan??yeah!!2moro skul till 10.30 i tink..got learning festival @ skul...woohoo!!k lah...im so sleepy aredi...im so piss off btw...yesterday slp late and 2dae wake up so early..waste of time..oritez..nite2 2 all ma frenz!!!muackz..
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gd morningz people....or shld i sae gd nitez 2 all my fellow,dearest frenz out there whu are sleepin rite now...hehe..hmmm...i am still not aslp yet!juz got a bath and feelin so fresh...haha...2moro im skulin and still not yet aslp...ayoz...tink slp later...now juz studying my damn physic..got test 2moro..duno if i got eng oral 2moro!!!haiya muz wear tie during d oral...mepekz..k..waitin 4 my dye 2 show off itz colour a lil bit ten go wash it off..im mad..dying my hair at tiz hour and it iz not holiday!!like i care if d skul dun allow...anywae dun tink d colour is visible..unlez under d sun...first time im tryin tiz colour which is violet brown..cool eh?well write 2 u again..got 2 study a lil bit while chattin n listenin 2 music...haha..ten lightz off 4 me...bubbyez..sweet drmz 2 everyone!!!
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alohaaaa!!!!haha....juz now after skul we(ain,afra,atikah,izyan,ifah,hanani,kiki,n 1 more person) went out but change 1st lah in2 home clothes..we went 2 tamp...we went 2 play pool but kiki cant enter so afra temankan die...so sweet!...ain n ifah tip toe inside without d person noticing(drg blum 16)...after tat we head to tamp mall...main arcade...paiseh seh drg ask me 2 main para para..duno how it works but got d hang of it after a while..ten play d other game cant remember d name..kecoh seh kite org main..and i injured mylil finger coz atikah kushok main till hit my hand..ouch!..ten go buy some foodz and took lotz of pics..some of them very sexy..haha..u guyz shld see it..ten we head 2 starbuckz....lepak pat si2 jap but i dun want coz nd 2 go home..kwn nye pasal i sit there a while...ten we play truth or dare game using ifah hp...i really need 2 go coz my mum kolin2..but they dun let me until i kena my turn..wat bad luck 2 kena after tat!!!ahhhh!!!!me kena dare..it was a stupi dare n embarassing!!!i haf 2 stand on the chair n they sing d "i like 2 move song" while i haf 2 dance looking sexy and shake my ass...malunye!!!!every1 there look at me n laughin away..even d workers saw it n i duno their reaction 2 tat..itz so paiseh coz we make a lotta noise n kecoh2...after i done wif my dare i sit down n cover my face while evry1 there staring at me n laughin away....drg bukannye nk sokong ke tapi join sekaki skali amik newpaper n tutup muker masing2...im d 1 whu is realli embarassed!!!!!ten i head home.....muz get home real fast coz d 1st thing i nd 2 go 2 d loo due 2 too much laughing..2nd my mum will scold me if im back home late!itz realli an enjoyable n fun day...sayang mary cant come along wif us...i miz u mary..hahaha..they still at starbuckz i think..(jealous nyer aku!!!!drg leh lik lambat)....k tatz all i gotta say bt 2dae outing....peace out....
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