rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

FoR ToDaY:

+so tired n sleepi in skul juz now...
+no cme...discuss abt our apex thing next wk!
+immature boyz fighting in claz..
+cant wait for d fashion show competition at 2.30
+askin preetpal help me 2 pluck leaves...haha...thx lotz
+laze around...doin final touches 2 costumes
+paint our faces...mary n nett came in help us
+ok...all dress up n ready for d competition
+so paiseh walkin to d canteen...pass by mdm hayati
+and she said d show was postpone 2 next wk!!!wth
+preetpal swear gona turn hozefa to wite dog..hahaha
+so wasting our time
+spirit level from 100% drop to 0%
+everybody was so piss off...including our supporters from our class
+hozefa gona die 2moro...muahaha...
+so nt over it..till now

TO MA BESTIE SHAZWANI AND MY DEARIE SHA HAPI !& BDAE!!!!!!!!!UR PREZIE WIF ME..HEHE
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List of today:

+not in the mood for skul
+feeling shit n sad in me
+eyes fukin pain,swollen & holding back ma tears
+complaining to cikgu bt ma mly marks
+totally no mood to study
+physic epp was cancelled
+fantastic modern dance to end ma skul day
+have to go up the stage to dance during modern dance so paiseh(sabotage by preetpal and some shouting aloud "siti nur hazilawani!!"
+me sabo atikah to join me dance on the stage..hehe
+home sweet home
+not a veri sweet home
+mum nag abt hp bill...sheesh
+she tooke my hp away for a mth!!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhhhhhh!!!
+pls dun msg me...i duno how im gona live without ma hp!cant listen to ma songs...boohoo
+sorie guyz...

hp so silent...no beep2...k fine...shld i continue?no idea...(ps:plz take back ur sweater) back to top?

2day i haf my chem test on oxidation & reduction....some of them wana postpone the test...if the test was postpone im so glad..means tat i wld haf time to study fully...nvr gona regret tho if it was postpone....and we did took the test juz now...was kinda tricky and hard..i was kinda abit confuz..hmm...watz done is done....gt back ma report book too today...im so in shit state later...haven show yet to ma mum as she isnt home rite now..hopefully she wldnt yell at me & started comparing wif the As students!so irritating..and i hate wen she starts comparing..for the 1st time in ma skul history i failed my english!wth...how cld tat happen?haiyoz...i dun even noe how or which marks the teacher key in for the resultz....the rest of the subjects was nt tat gd either tho i pass...nvm...still got time to improve especially my eng!so horrid sia...the bitches start to get on ma nerves rite now...eh plz la stop being an attention seeker...the truth is you2 cldnt face the fact la...dun show tat ass face and start to gossip around nonsensesical stories...by doing tat u tink u r so "wow" ah?no idiot fools!!gi mampuz la eh...tink i cant survive on ma own ah...you2 useless bratz can rot in hell...seriously if tatz u bitches attitude...grow up la fuckers.......dun pretend and expect others 2 pity you2 guyz coz idiotics ppl like you2 wld nt be worth to layan...juz wasting ur stupid time trying too make me sakit hati...well im not!!im so bloody hapi if it will get back on you2 guyz back....such an asshole bitches! back to top?

hmmm...today was ok...end skul eli...hehe...bt couldnt get home asap coz haf to stay back to finish my compo....and it was raining mad juz now so kinda stuck at skuliz...im so glad tomorow there will be no lesson at all!due to celebrating founder's day...so woohoo...and fri aso no skul!!!wana noe y??coz my skul officially declare a holiday on tiz fri for our gd performance in academics and ccas...and oni ma skul!!1so the rest of u im sad to sae u haf to go skul!heehe...so great man..one wk & 1 msg?y not msg me after 1 mth...argh...so the wat...and met tiz bitches whu attitudes sux like hell....can go to hell la...ur spiteful remarks doesnt werks on me....once a bitch alwaes a bitch!juz tell the truth la....u pplz juz wana haf some bloody attention from those around u...attention seeker...wth...and by doing tat tink u so "wow ppl like me & wana be my fren"...answer no!u pplz can juz rot man..and stop complaining n treating ur other bitches like maid..i mean like whu wana haf a fren whu treats u like dirt n like maid..no one!u bitches juz jealous..tatz the fact and acting so immature bt it...the one whu laugh n gets involve too r so immature...get a life lah!u guyz r all stupid,stupid bitches!!i swear one day karma will hit on u bitches as terrible as possible...mark my words.... back to top?

First of all wana wish maryam hapi 18 bdae!!!!!woohoo...cepat la amik license leh anta aku gi skola...wakaka...k wat i wana sae is bedok area is full of nonsense...whu creates bedok seh..pink scrambbler la,apek wif pink helmet la,a tree wif funi kind of hole in d middle,a cat whu dun wish to be alive animore sleeping under d car tyre,a pavement height so tall duno wth it is for...sheesh..not to mention getting lost on d wae to ain houz...ade kite pegi uma org cine lua ader topekong die..haha..lol...great memoz...today is d 1st day of skul for term 2...so slpi during last lesson haiyoz..claz havent repaint yet...no comments bt tat...after skul went out to ws for awhile to pay ma electric bills wif sha..thx for accompaning me yar...we talk2 for sum time n head home...thx for sending me too..uat susah je...im glad i quit ma job...was hard for me to leave d place..lala was sad..haha...i can c huh...lala bought for me n netti chocs and itz caramel flavor yum2!!!lala still remember i luf caramel lotz so bought tat flavor especially for me...touching n sweet kan...awww...haha...getting nervous as maeb gona get back our ca resultz...and im so fruz...if u r gona be silent n pretend i dun exist fine wif me..too much hurtz aredi from evrytin even u...how cld u?!?haix...wish i change skul or even better not to live here and stay sumwhere where i can find happiness....gosh no one noes how im feeling...sheesh............im so in deep pain and hurtz.....juz too much for me...:( back to top?

Apakah itu cinta?
Ia mungkin suatu hubungan di antara sepasang kekasih
Atau mungkin bermula daripada seorang insan
Seorang in san yang mempunyai hati yang murni
Untuk melafazkan betapa tulusnya cinta yang dialaminya

Setulusnya cintanya itu kepada seorang juwita
Seorang juwita yang bagaikan bidadari di dalam mimpinya
Mimpinya yang dahulu diangan-angankan
Kini telah menjadi satu kenyataan

Hari demi hari semakin bertambah kasih sayang padanya
Kasih sayang yang telah merangkumi kehidupannya
Yang sentiasa menyinar di dalam hati selama ini
Semakin lama,semakin rindu melanda di hatinya
Hatinya yang berdegap-degup menanti kepulangannya

Seorang insan dan seorang juwita
Akhirnya telah bersatu semula lagi
Titisan air mata yang suci bergenang di kelopak mata
Menunjukkan keikhlasan cinta mereka di antara dua benua
Satu percintaan yang tidak bisa memisahkan mereka
Bagaikan satu hati,satu jiwa

Akhirnya ketemu juga percintaan yang mereka diingini
Cinta yang diidamkan selama ini dikabulkan juga
Cinta yang akan mengisi di dalam hati masing-masing sampai akhir masa
Itulah dikatakan cinta
Cinta sejati diantara dua insan....

Written by me of course!!!tiz is dedicated to all lovers in the world...cherish d person who u love most coz true love oni comes once in ur life....:p
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wee...today wake up early in da mornz...take a shower do some chores and head out to zaf houz...netti too goin zaf houz...meet at 11am but i come late due to pay some bills at ws singapore post...hehe..ten abt half an hr later reach at zaf uma...the security guards ask to write names n add but we duno watz zaf add...and wen we try to call her she was bathing!oh god...so we waited and waited and finally she kols us n gave her add...sempat si security guards kacau2 kite org..sheesh...ten straight change clothes and head for the gym!!yipeee...for d 1st time n my life i ran for 30mins on the treadmill..phew...wanted to go for a swim but d weather too hot la...scared kena sunburn...wanted to go sauna but then the sauna control was kinda troublesome...so tatz all we did there...and aso lepak2 jap and head home...muz get home b4 4pm if nt i will die man from my mum....hmmm my anak is slpin peacefully rite now...haha..lol...duno wat im gona do this 1wk skul holz..haix.... back to top?

hmm..wat shld i write...k got up early n d morning do some house werk n get ready for werk...late by 2mins..phew..was rushing like mad...and today at werk i was nt as energitic as usual..lala was like "why r u so quiet today??is so not u..u noe..nt u..r u tired?want me gif u ca..hahaha..juz jkg"...i was nt in d mood i guess...itz my 2nd last day at werk...mm guess will be missing all of u guyz...walk wif lala n ct u after werk to tamp interchange...nt tat far actually but sure d weather is hot...ten talk wif lala n all..n she is excited too c me on next sunday..haha..lol..how cute is tat...tink my skul holz will be slacky i tink...duno wat im gona do...no msg or kol frm tat person...i reali like duno wana sae wat...itz quite sad actually...but wat to do im fated like tiz..hmm..was online n chat wif farhan all d while..muz sae itz d longgest conversation we ever had..thx yar for toking to me..hehe..atleast dun feel lonely...probz juz keep rushing in my head..many tings...wana decorate d claz but ten no one seems to bother...cikgu pun menghilang...haiyo..tk mengape lah...c wat gona happen next...i like to daydrm nowadays...duno y....my anak is getting fatter(mane tk keropok pun mkn..smue mknan mkn)haha...duno wat im gona do 2moro...hopefuli sumting....nitey nitez peepz...sweet drmz...my sweetie so senyap today huh...haha... back to top?

aloha peepz...yupz itz been a long long time i haf updated my blog...my internet haf probz...n now itz fine...yipeee...so many tings happen n so many tings to write so i juz sum it all...mostly frenship been veri bad...wat happen btwn me n lyana was totaly unbelievable....valentines day sux...my bdae more suckier(except for feb 24 where my store meeting was held n ma partners celebrated wif me singing songs etc...and ma frenz too...thx guys...and aso kena sabo tooo!thx eh)life couldnt juz get better...itz fine wif me if u wana befriend wif me back...seems tat i dun haf ani one to tutor me now...dun tink lyana wana teach me...haix...grades too gettin suckier...hating those pplz whu did veri well n getting A's...so fruz n irritating...everything seems to crumble down into pieces...how great is dat...this days i haf no mood to talk seriously...so dun ask y im quiet or wat...juz dun feel lke talking...hmmm oh ya my dear sweetie gerl i noe u miz me rite?haha...she is damn nice n aso cheer me up...thx yar sweetie..appreciate tiz...;p...k guys im quitting ma job!!!yesh quit aredi..gave two wks notice last sat n gif d letter last tues...lala,ct u,shirin n iqbar was werking tat day...told them im realli quiting nt joking...lala gif me free drink aww..ten hang out there till 9pluz...n lala was damn sad seh...i cld c tears in her eyes n she was trying to hide her sadnez...tahan sit in d office jap cover her face wif her apron...d rez of them too was veri sad..im so touch u noe...dun cry la later i aso cry...itz been an experience n fun werking wif u pplz...i will truly miz all of u n lala too...haix...thx 4 evryting guyz...to iqbar dun tension aitez!hehe...oh god...wat shld i do now?i duno...im so feeling like shit n hurt n loner n sad n mad in me..all mix up...sigh...luckily ma dear sweetie gerl take her time to kol me after she ends her werk...haha...tatz cute...tatz all gota write...will write again soon n aso hopefully to change ma layout..so rusty sia...wakaka....(dun miz ma sawadikap airlines yar lala,zaf n desiree..lolx)nitez pplz.... back to top?