rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

im so lovin tiz strawberry pie!!heyak!!letz poke u into ma mouth!!

dun drool plz..haha..tiz is d strawberri crm pie..n d strawberri is humongous!!gigantic!!yummy!!

i like!!:)

d beautiful 3 quarter moon frm ma window..bulan nye amat sayu..mcm org die gak..(erm?)

ma current look of d messy room n unfinish paint!soon 2 b makeover by me!!


Guess tat ma love isnt enuf:

+shall i juz sae rough n idiotic wk??
+fell sick..down wif fever flu n headache tat made me decided nt to go for ma dance on fri..sheesh..sori guys..i fel so weak n furthermore i was fasting
+so d sickness still continues..durin d morn n afternoon n late nite
+worst im felin crap n hurt..yeah kp cryin for d past few nites..makin me slp late at nite..
+i noe i tk sedar diri so im juz gona shut up..shall not rant bt wat happen..
+look whuz tokin..tk syg??huh..i haf lurve u n guess it wasnt enuf..tats one ting u didnt realize..
+enuf bt tat b4 i flood tiz laptop of mine wif ma tears..
+ma brain sae juz take tat medicine more..n one more n one more..it will make u fel beta..yar itz true enuf..coz u gona slp like noone business or maeb overdose
+ma heart saes itz up to u to decide..
+n ma heart saes nk ikutkan aku nk aje mkn nyak2..bt i stil love ma life and had stop all those behavior of mine which is crazee..but for one ting..think of GOD
+and i noe tiz mth of holy mth is d worst of all to me..coz i cant stop frm cryin..
+tiz reminds me of sumtin said by d ustazah..puase itu perlu banyak:-BERSABAR,-MENUTUP MATE TELINGA DAN MULUT,-MENAHAN NAFSU,-SEMBAHYANG etc
+in order to find peace n patience..juz gotta pray..
+enuf bt tat...
+so as ma room continue to such a disaster..thank gawd ma bed will be deliver tiz comin wed!!yipee!!cant wait n aso finish up makeover ma room..
+therez still a lot n alot of werk to do in d house...tatz y im so bz..
+so juz gona post sum pix ..

Ps:-happy bdae to ma datuk aka pussy cat!!`
-happy bdae to ain!!!
-happy bdae to adila darlz!!! back to top?

Penat LAR!:

+so toade woke up eli do some chores
+then got ready to head skul(which da lamer ku tk jejak semenjak tutup skola)for meeting up wif ma dance grp for the choreo for d comin up exam(itz so insane!)
+d feelin of stepin again in d skul was diff..sheesh..so while otw there met up wif idah..ader juga kaki nk bual..hehe
+evry grp bz wif choreo-ing for d exam
+so ma grp came late..buang mase btul la..
+mean while do sum stufss n kepo-ing other grps n watch they dance.haha..tk salah ape
+so i met beverly one of ma grp peepz..
+so it started wif me feelin clueless(mcm ne tk krg bebual bahase cinone mane aku paham)and so channel 5 was switched(thx yar)
+im still not gd yet for d choreo..turnin sux..n was damn tired(biasela org puase)
+seein others drinkin arghhhhh!!temptations rises..astaga mengucap2..tutup mate..khakha(i did puase k)
+then i saw ma darlings ira n ma lesbian partner christie..me mis u pplz..
+ira:eh da lamer tk jumpe kau
+me:ah2 mmg da lamer..ko puase ke tk?
+ira:tk..
+me:ni ko sengaje tk puase ke mmg tkleh huh?
+ira:bukan aku mmg tkleh puase
+me:biar btul..hahaha
+ira:btul ar ni..tk caye ko pegang n rase..haha
+so did i touch it or nt..for u to find out la..hahaha..ish2
+walk out frm ther arnd 5 plus coz meetin ma aunt n parents at bugis
+guess whu i met along d wae to mrt??
+hanisah la bebe..haha..she kp starin at me n then realise it was me her da lamer tk jumpe kwn
+so we do d hand shake tingy n jumpin up n down like two small children gettin their ice crm..haha.at d same time tokin to each other..haha
+tat was fun..sebenarnye aku pun rindu krg smue lar..so touch u guys still remember me..awww..sob sob..
+so for ma breakfast ate at kfc..bought few tings there

List of d tings:
1)2 ankle socks
2)sandal shoe
3)skinny jeans(dad was there n so i haf to take 1 size bigger..)
4)belt wif stereo disc buckle

+n tatz all..heh
+reached home around twelve plus coz we took bus 12..
+n now super duper tired and y im startin to itch nie..bodoh nye nyamuk..
+will b slpin on d floor again..i want ma bed!!!plz deliver soon!!sob sob

P.S:gd nitez to all..sweetdrmz..miz u all..and aso i wld like to mengucapkan takziah kepade my obek(pakcik) kerana telah kembali kepade rahmattullah pagi tadi..innalillahwainalillahirojiun..may u rest in peace..amin back to top?

Let the pictures do d tokin:


so hapi 1 yr ani to us..heh

so on 20 sept we had our buke puase at hajjah maimunah to celebrate mum n dad 27 aniversari!and aso tat dae was ma bro n d gf ani aso i tink lar..hehe..n aso ma advance ani hehe..then head to geylang

this is d bdae boy..togeda wif d gf..n feelin surprise wif d gifts

so this is d bdae cake n foods celebratin ma 2nd bro on 18 sept!!dah 22 pun..haha back to top?

DUN JUDGE ANITIN BY COVER:

+todae was 2nd dae of puase..erm shld i sae comin to 3rd dae of puase..haha
+1st dae of sahur was a laughter..thx to d family members whu were still mamai..hahaha
+and ma 2nd bro was sayin "ayo kau tak bace doa sahur sumum bukmum.."
+padahal ehem..the doa is not sumum bukmum...(tat is a doa for scaring away the dogs ler!!)
+so todae went out mum to AMK hub to collect mum jewellery which was ready
+then we head to city hall after tat to stamford house in search for ma new bed!(i nd new bed if nt i will b slpin on d floor k while evryone gt new bed sets!)
+nothin pleases me there so then took shuttle bus to marina square
+love tat bed man wif its high headboard(darn it too expensive seh!)
+drm on ct..haha
+next to suntec city and gawd time realli fly by quick..
+mum wanted to find a place to eat coz it was 6 pluz aredi
+so went to the fast food..i wanted to eat fast food bt mum dun want it..
+ok lor juz follow wat she wants to eat..met farid n his gf there near macdonalds bt i tink drg tk prasan i was there..haha
+ma mum wanted to eat d nasi padang stall n i was complainin coz i dun wana eat rice..da jelak
+then me n ma mum saw the wok express restaurant(actually aka sakura thai)
+mum:"ar mkn pat sini ar"
me:"asl lak?ni restaurant tau tkya ar mkn je pat nasi padang'
mum:"tkpe ar..kite try bukan kau yg bayar..mak blanje"
me: k..(i fel so bad dlm hati coz i haf no cash 4 d moment)sheesh
+so we tried eating there..
+and d food was supreme delicious..you can taste d spices in them..
+and aso im quite surprise as d food was cheap!
+let juz sae we order 2 sets of the set menu consist of one main dish,one beverage and one desserts of the dae which total up to $5.80!!!
+surprisin cheap huh?!
+after fillin our stomachs we head to harvey norman near millenia walk
+to c sumore bed..
+i love one of the bed..itz supre humongous and veri unique and aso bloody expensive!!!cost abt 15 thousand pluz juz for a bed!!
+ok bad choice bad choice!!
+in d end none of d bed was up to ma liking so sad :(
+nampaknye tdo lg lah di lantai ku!hah back to top?

as u can see i cant walk in maroom wif d mess!

cute kan?d name is hafiz

the beautiful sunset view frm ma window..orange tau!!
Muscle gerl:

+First thing i wana sae.."SLAMAT BERPUASE KEPADE SMUA MUSLIMIN DAN MUSLIMAN DI BULAN RAMADHAN YG MULIA INI!"
+2dae was tiring...mum and all went to kubor..i didnt tag along coz gota do house chores..heh
+then went out for awhile wif moo to ws..lots of laughter n fun..cld feel ma stomach bursting frm laughin too much..
+then went home and continue cleanin ma room coz ma wife dad wana come and take away d king size katil..coz i dun want it animore
+so yar..regret of wearing ma fav t-shirt to clean the bed..thx thx..all d dust stick to ma shirt like a magnet!sheesh
+and thx again..coz im allergic to dust and so kp sneezing like no body business..i nd fresh air!!!
+then help ma dad to carry down d bed(total of 3 beds) and head board as ma broz went for terawih,mum was cookin so im d oni one whu cld lend a hand
+i fel like a supergirl..hehe
+nt to mention the bed was super heavy!and a disadvantage of living in a two storey houz
+u noe y??coz i haf to carry tat heavy thing down the stairs!!almost lost ma breath!!
+nt to mention i was sweatin aso coz its super hot..
+betambah la muscle aku nie..hahaha
+so they came and bring it away..
+itz goin to sahur soon..cant beleive itz puase now..itz like a time machine..
+try to prevent ma self frm sayin any unwanted words comin out frm ma mouth..hehehe..
+wil b werkin tiz weekends...food temptations???oh no!!:) back to top?

Amazing discovery:

+im so famished and bloody tired
+fri there were like 75pax reservation which was abt 3 quarter of the place reserved
+tat datuk was useless..makin me do all the werk
+so wen i was in d loo changin ma uniform i realised sumtin and tokin in ma head
me:(wah whuz tat tokin so loudly sia)while in d cubicle
unknown gerl: yes yes oh yar..bla bla..i haf to do ma nails first blablabla
me:ok u dun nd to tell d whole toilet bt wat u planin to do
unknown gerl: blabla bla..yar but i nd to do ma nails first blabla
me:eh stop it lar..how many times muz u repeat it.juz fkin do ur nails k..da la bebual mcm step slang eng..nk speakin london konon
unknown gerl:hahaha..blabla..nails...blabla hahaha..yeah..blabla
me:iritatin bitch sak..let me c whuz tat person

+so as soon as i open d cubicle door im surprise
+u noe y???
+BCOZ TAT UNKNOWN GERL WHU I TOT WAS A SUPERB IRRITATIN WAS...NONE OTHER THAN...SOMEONE U ALL NOE...FIONA XIE!!
+hah she was juz standin in front of ma eyes..tokin on the hp...adjustin her hair..
+omigawd...surprisin eh!haha
+sum ppl sae she's a stuck up
+but she sounds irritatin..adekah boobs die besar??ermmm..for me to find out for u to noe..haha..dun tink dirty lar..i dun haf time coz gota rush to werk ok!
+it feels nice to haf ma salonplus wif me..haha..relief ma aches..
+so 2dae another day at werk..i was super nt feelin well..
+havin fever and ma headache feels like migraine tat is killing me
+and worst after eatin i fel like vomittin..
+so got to go home by bus coz no one fetchin me home
+i was superb dizzy wen crossin d road
+i cant see properly coz ma vision blurred..the railings looks like roads and cars like goin to hit me..almost..bt manage to struggle crossin d road..
+tough dae..haixx..im so feelin fkin awful rite now..gettin cold feet now..haixx...i want ma room!!!boohoo... back to top?

i miz ma bitches:

+i wana go for the dance thing workshop seh..
+there's two famous dancers which i 4got d name bt one travels wif madonna around d world tour and d other was the king of locking
+sadly it cost $75 bucks..sob sob
+i cant spend animore money
+bcoz i nd 2 setle ma hp bill 2moro and other else
+so money crucial n tight here..haix
+so im trying to tahan ma so called ten bucks for d next few wks till i get ma next pay..sigh
+2moro werkin dae..change ma timeslot to 6 to eleven..(tebiat kape drg suruh keje kul 12 pai kul 11pm..!nk mampuz..)
+too bad im havin the gerls thing rite now..suey btul..
+baru plan tiz wk nk abizkan bayar hutang puase
+haix..so tat means nxt wk la aru leh puase..
+time fly by so fast..and now bulan ramadhan pun nk menjelang..after tat raye yipee then back to skul...sigh
+im missing d supermn scent..sob sob..haha
+tatz all 4 today penat ku meniarap pat lantai pakai laptop nye pasal
+im so greatful coz i got laptop now..thx to ma parents..n tiz laptop is for ma advance bdae..haha...
+hmm...tink now d current issue in tiz teen werld is abt weight..
+watz up wif d weight issue??is for u to find out for me to know..hey weight is not everytin in tiz werld rite..cheer up & enjoy to the fullest now more than anitin..:)

P.S: i am missin the bitches of ma ex skulmates,ma current S.I.D 02 mates and aso ma superman..and aso nt to forget ma dance gerlfrenz and aso to the rest of the pplz whu i lost contacts wif and da brape tahun tk jumpe tat once close to me..:)enjoy life peepz back to top?

17 turn 18:

+itz been a busy wk so i had no time to update me bloggie
+so ma dearest b bdae was over..now u r 18 take care of urself more..hehe
+d bdae celebration was superb fun...went to cash studio for karaoke wif his frewnz..sakit telinga ku krg pekik2 pat mike..sheesh
+but aniwae i was bullied by d bdae boi..bdae punye pasal terpakse la nyanyi juga untuk die..c how gd am i..hehehe
+then went to arab st after tat...ate at zam zam spore..sedap gak mknan die...then hang arnd there while dear opened all his presents..haha..ade botol kicap..tat was a realli funny joke..uat lawak btul kwn2 dier
+yest had ma kenduri arwaH N sambut bulan ramadhan skali...penuh org skali di rumah saye..ye..so d kecohness was extremely uncontrollable..maklumla da lamer tk jumpe smue org,me makcik2 pakcik2 n cuzzies..dah jadi mcm parti pat uma
+_lagi kecoh nagn terpekik2 coz nak tapau mknan nye pasal..hahaha..
+so tatz it for d moment...still waitin for his msg or kol..mane seh die gi..risau dibuatbyer...aredi 4hrs still no news..haixx..tido ke???:(
+so here some pix of the bdae celebration..;) back to top?