rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

+ps is gettin on ma nerves..
+wanted to cry in skul juz now..bt then tk jadi juz a sad n strez face for d dae
+i haf to relocate ma site..yes n im oni left wif 3days..wth..mane cukup mase nk abi kan smue seh..worried sia..tkde ke terfikir yg skrg tkde mase??!
+and speakin of cryin..yes i did cried few days ago..
+i noe mum tryin to put up a strong face infront of me bt i noe dp down she is sad bt evrytin..like wat she says "mak bleh rase betape sakitnye hati kau bt kau yg menjalani ni lg sakit n sedih sebab kau yg memikul beban ni"
+yes itz true mum..ive been hiding ma tears infront of u too coz i dun wana start breakin down in front of u n later u cry along too..let me juz cry alone
+and evrywk u always ask me whether he gt kol or msg or anitin..and evry wkends u always ask me whter i nvr go out wif him or nt..
+yes i noe ma wkends is kinda shitty nowadays coz i nvr go out..if i go out pun i follow u coz u ask me to follow..reason? u fel pity towards me waitin to go out
+im glad tat u pray for me too n i pray too..hanye tunggu dikabulkan sahaje
+and i pray tat u cld perform ur pilgrimage tix yr..insyallah jike ade rezeki
+haixx..pluz tinkin of tiz ps..tink im gona get sick n fall sick too
+i cant tink of anitin rite now..d oni tink in mamind is rest bt i cant rest rite now wif tiz tons of werk tat is mon is d submission date..damn
+lurves ma hair..i duno y i fel like so blur sotong yest til i accidently trip on d manequin tat causes it to fall luckily fifi sempat save it
+mampus if pecah..ish ish
+n i go site again todae alone..yes n itz freakin hot any longer im standing under d sun i will get sunburn!
+now i learn tat wen i juz woke up frm slp..dun tok to pplz coz i wil be blurr,stonning,stil mamai and stil duno wat u ppl sayin like juz now tiz mat rep minta donation n i juz stone sampai die ckp "u speak malay??"
+paiseh ah..n i was listenin to mp3 lg n tk dgr wat he was sayin..pe saje je die..do i look like non-malay to u?
+i nd to buy printer ink to print ma stuff in case i forget anitin tat i mis out to print 2moro
+arghh..dammit..sob sob back to top?

cant c d ships!

sos sumone help me!!cool sandcastles

we use to do tiz

therez a guy in tiz small doll house!!

nite festival at s.a.m :)

ma glitter butterfly tattoo

nice view frm d top..east coast beach

+mon wat u expect..boring dae and our pending punishment for wat we did on thurs..haha
+went out eli todae to bugis alone sadnez co need go down ma site at middle rd to take pix n head to skul
+i feel like im flyin todae bcoz of ma skirt..haha
+actualli rite ros didnt scold us bt d thurs thing..she juz ask "wat happen on thurs?/i gt to call in?tel me wat happened?" and d whole claz smiling,keepin in silence n told wat happen..for a moment there were cricket sounds..
+im super strez wif ps..thx to larry coz hez back..ish damn..so whu shld i listen to??sean or larry??they makin me confuse wif diff opinion n all n nd i remind u again nxt mon our final presentatn!!and tiz wk is our laz wk to do evrytin!!!dyin...i wana cry..
+nite festival was fun..d lightings r nice n i being so "jakun" shoutin "eh the lights change!!woah nice!!eh tat one aso change woah!!" no comment
+if oni i haf transport i wld stay abit late to enjoy d beatnik there..awesome music
+ma body stils achin after d jog..haixx
+2moro n wed there wil be no skul coz they wan us concentrate n spend more time doin our ps..ps gif me a pressure..wat am i goin to do??
+n i drm bt him again..i like d slappin n tongue part..nice drm
+n yest ma aunt "eh ni kedai q padahal tu carpet letter q" n she laugh n i smile

"salju di dlm rindu..im missin evrytin bt u..evrywhere i go theres always sumtin bt u" back to top?

look how sad is d sky..tatz how i feel too..

sweet extension!and veri addictive!

look how long tiz sweet can be pull..haha

the sweet chain reaction..sweet escape!

hey get away frm ma sweets!!


+ first of all "HAPPI BDAE TO PEI ZHEN!!" stay pretti always ah ma!
+skul is like diggin into ur own grave now..1more wk to datelines..i dun haf any proposal yet..and stil can lack sia!ish ish..
+i need a break!!and therez no skul 2moro on fri!!woohoo..tat means i cld enjoy ma beauty slp lil bit longer..huahuahua
+and for awhile i panic coz i tot i erase ma whole entire msgs includin inbox,outbox etc..*screams*..all ma special msgs is in there...wana cry for awhile and then poof!!i didnt erase it all!!itz still there except ma sent items..phew!i wil b cryin if all gone seh
+therez sumtin interestin happen in skul todae..sannie lesson was replace by cj coz sannie is ill now n on mc..get well soon mr sannie!!
+lesson was brought forward to 1.30 and so we waited..n for those whu r at d site rushin back to skul for her claz
+and she was late for more than half an hr n still gif us attitude..even sannie is understanding enuf if we didnt do his werk n let us do in claz bt no...tiz new freshie lecturer didnt understand us at all!
+ cj; "since u all didnt do anitin claz wil resume as normal at 4 to 6 n u guys do now ur werk then can show me later" bla bla bla
+eee..we waited long enuf n stil wana wait till 4??like wth..sum haf other plans aredi ah
+SID 02 will be well known after wat we did todae..ma whole claz decided nt to go at all for her claz..!even cy surpisingly!d final decision was up to me to decide whether wana go or not n i decided to step on d devil side todae..muahaha..
+like wth seh..even we didnt complain she came late n our studio is our main priority..2 more wks oni n stil gif werk like can finish all 4 plans in one dae..sheesh
+yea letz juz c watz gona happen on mon..n ma claz will be known in d whole design skul..
+n we went to amk pizza hut to celebrate peizhen bdae..since im cravin for ice cream since tat dae..i ate crunchy temptatn!!feels like heaven!!:p
+stil waitn for pix to b sent..heh
+ I WANA GO NIGHT FESTIVAL & I WANT TAT MP3 PLAYER!!!
+aniwaez ex un happi belated anniversari which was 4 days ago.. back to top?

sunset above ws..nicey!!

cluster of clouds..cute rite mcm cotton candy

in wee hr shot..moon overshadow d sky..pretti!

say it togeda ''bling bling!" lurves

no comments to d girl wearin overalls..wazzup wif d contrastin bottom part??

lurve u lurve u lurv u..will always b in ma heart

comin soon..hehe..mcm pah je


+greetings bebz..wkends been bz..sat went for jog at botanical gardens after subuh..n it was ma 1st time goin there lurvin it..pix will b post soon yar
+skul been one crazy hell yea big time..ct slackin ct slackin!!unmotivated for skul now..was motivated b4 now toot toot
+and yea i did told off tat stalker coz i cant stand it n fuming mad by sayin "tink u shldnt kol me tat coz oni ma guy can kol me tat..sori" amik kau gi rilek one corner k enuf is enuf jgn nk prasan..*evrybody applause* thank u thank u for givin me d courage..evryone shout "hell yea gd job ct!"
+n i duno y ma project can become unrelated..laz fri went to hotel 81 to become some paparazi to check out d ppl goin in n out there..shld haf took more pix la
+frm textures to tilings to pathways n now to hotel 81,prostitute,filthy couples,sex..hmm yar..n i nd go back to hotel 81 again..actualli quite fun to watch ppl there..haha
+bcoz u choose too tatz y wen u ask i told u evrytin gona b alrite
+fren to lover is possible..lover to fren???
+ma heart dun switch too easily..i treasure n other few things tat shldnt b listed here
+im wonderin y am i d one always been keepin secrets for others since im young..hmm..i wonder how long all d white lies can b kp within me coz if nk ikutkan hati i wana splurt evrytin out here coz tiz is part of me for evryone to view..and if i die one dae tiz will be ma memories to tell d whole world bt me n ma life
+i did cry awhile juz now for some reason..therez oni one werd in ma heart
+if therez ppl creatin rumours than fuck off k u duno then kp ur mouth shut..thank u..
+im not a hot shot in skul..i dun even consider maself hot..i hang out wif ma bebz in skul..all gerlz n if there a guy tatz oni 1 out of 5 of us
+im nt a despo..ppl whu sae "ouh im so hot'' caters to bitch oni..im a human whu noes whu am i..i rather b cute tatz wat u ppl sae..rather than pretti..
+n i noe sum ppl whu are despo
+n wat tyra banks said bt guys itz so true beb!!strongly agree!!u rawks back to top?

+I WISH TO GO TO THESE:


SINGFEST 08!!!(if i gt d money i wld go!!:()
DATE
2-3 Aug 2008
Sat & Sun, 12pm - 11pm
*Doors open at 12 noon. Last act ends at 11pm.
DURATION:
Approx 10 hrs
VENUE:
Fort Canning Park
TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee):
2 Aug 2008
Pre-Sale - S$150
3 Aug 2008
Pre-Sale - S$200
Week-ender Pass
Pre-Sale - S$300


SINGAPORE GARDEN FESTIVAL 08!!
Adult - SGD12 (Weekend), SGD6 (Weekday)
Concession - Child*, Student, Senior Citizen - SGD6 (Weekend), SGD3 (Weekday)


The 2nd weekend of the Festival features The Beatnik Picnic by Zouk. Party under the stars with music(i lurve tiz!!) from international live acts and Zouk’s resident DJs, and enjoy an evening of great entertainment with breakdancing, beatboxing, rap performances, live graffiti demos, an 80-person strong percussion act as well as other creative activities including on the spot poetry and henna body-painting. Other highlights include traditional games, open-air cinema and an adventurous Night Owl programme that will take you to various museums around the vicinity.


**Ticketing
Free admission **:)

+all this festivals comin up makes me so tempted to go!!singfest gt ALICIA KEYS N PCD!!omg i lurp them..singapore garden festival 08 is cool coz i went b4..singapore night festival is awesome frm d ad on tv esp d part look at d star wif dj music n all...scream ct!!!!i lurve stars u noe..actualli im a nature person even if i dun haf any money to go out i cld juz watch sunset,sunrise,clouds,sky,moon,lights at nite,stars,beautiful scenery,firewerks,ocean and tat makes me veri happy aredi
+doesnt mean i nd to spent on sumtin will make me hapi..d tots tat counts to me n im nt a money digger..i wil fel guilty if sumone else payin for me for many things u noe..bt i appreciate it
+holla pplz..huahuahua(fifi evil laughter)
+i miz ma lappy coz i cant use it now usin desktop comp..haixx
+soon wil b posting ma scenery views in da club yea
+todae is a cat disease dae..me tryin to imagine if cats can wear tudung,serve us durin raye,wear fire fighter uniform n all..haha
+bcoz we were tokin bt raye padahal masih jauh n blum puase lg..haha..and tokin bt fify cat so evrytime fify n maria was talkin bt pirates of d carribean me n fathin translate into cat language meowing..tatz fun letz do it again to s n l!
+gd news!LARRY WILL NT BE AROUnD FOR SUMTIME STARTIN 2MORO!!yea man
+bad news...d show muz go on wif ps n others piling up n rushin for datelines...final datelines is coming close n i can stil lack..sean havin his pms lately n wazzup wif d organic raisin??bt is super nice n freakin big compare to d normal raisin size
+and cant u get it im nt interested u filthy weirdo!!stop evrytin b4 i start to make any harsh action
+and tat will b d day u wil c another side of ct tat been nvr discovered b4!irritain shit u..hmmph
+i wana watch movie..dark nite...mummy returns..etc
+i wana do "tattoo" ;) back to top?

d ride for tat day..hmm..posing nampak

firewerks!!!!

fireewerks!!i lurve firewerks veri much!;)

lawakan d scenery at nite

waitn for d show to start

d "bapok siam" wif d gerl i tink..u rawkz la!

random wee hr shot

zurah n zac

congratz evryone..end of show

d silver guitar tat sets me droolin over it

and there is light sumore!!i want!!mcm phm je

d dancers startin of show

ma cousin n lil bro at sgh

sempat amik gambar haha..get well soon dear cuzzie!!

me,ipol n fify

hmm...rock on n cheese!


+i duno watz been happening to me n around me
+tat stalker gettin on ma nerves sia!will maki hamun bt it soon
+now itz 3.40am n im stil doin ma werk..haixx
+waited bt then hmmm..nutin
+if oni ma heart cld tok..amik la smue hati ini daripade simpan ape yg terpendam di dlm
+susah susah..dun make me start hating n cross out ma opposite sex..done it b4 so 2nd time??shall c soon
+n i learn tat "pangkeng" is main..as in nk main..tsk tsk tsk
+big big fuckers..
+watch out for ur back coz itz happening..LETZ BEGIN D GAME! back to top?

+a quick one todae coz i wana watch tv..haha
+i duno y i cant post pix sadnezz
+y am i denied to view ur blog..hmmm
+wkends is super boring yesh super boring..waited n waited to go out bt nah..
=juz went to jemputan todae n guess wat..im wearin d same color as d groom la!!! ma uncle n cousin "eh ct da same color mcm pengantin..mane menghlg??pengantin nga tunggu tu hahaha"
+how i noe ma fav color is d groom color choice too..lol
+i tink i did broke sumtin juz now bt then..lalalala *tkde org nampak*
+laz sat makes me smile
+i lurp ma turtlemoo..kisses..nk lg..hehe
+and i kp replayin tat video again n again..smile n tears.."tanpamu ct hidupku tidak beerti..."
+i belive wat im feelin..i belive in wat i drmt..I believe ma prayers wil b fulfilled..i belive d magnetic force forms one circle..i believe wat i want i wil get it..patience it will take
+2moro skul days again..im enrollin soon!:)
+i want hugs..hugs anione??
+sumtimes i can fel tat jiweku terseksa..
+listenin it again..i want *fill in d blanks*
+* tiz is between me n ma heart n oni we noe

"mengapa harus ade dusta diantara kita walaupun masih ada cinta yg masih ku mampu menampung rindu ku ini dan tidak akan pernah terpisah walaupun jauh dimata tetapi dkt dihati..'' back to top?

+so after few days been mia thx to d internet connection..hmmph
+1st of all me n ma mum settle aredi after 4 days without talkin to each other
+n i gt alot of pix to b pot too..lol
+lets start wif in skul todae
+im so stress up..and sean n larry gif tat look again pressurin me sia..n i was send to one corner for 2minutes to think
=i cant tink animore la..im dyin n lost how to tink..sheesh
+and then zalina class has ended :)
+our chill spot is in d toilet coz theres no air con to freeze us to death like in claz
+y we hate blk r toilet??coz itz small n oni haf 3 cubicles n one of d cubicles d door lock is spoilt
+and another thing tat spoilt cubicle ntah sape nye pandai gi flush tissue nyak2 pat dlm n didnt flush it down completely
+n i did try to flush it bt then didnt werk..instead d water rises
+n fify tried to flush it alot of times tat d water rises to d brim of d toilet bowl n we all ended up shriekin n screamin in d toilet bcoz of the toilet bowl water floodin out..haha
+we trap fify in d cubicle n i was aiming to throw sumtin to her frm d top skali i miz it!wasted!!
+n to release tension i threw tissue to d ceilin n piak!!..which set evryone burstin out in laughter pai fathin squatin on d floor lol..
+and we did sum dance in claz wif diff songs..maria record it..haha
+n fify elbowed ma swollen eye..sheesh..luckily nutin happen if not u watch out!!haha
+as normal i was stonin while walkin down d flight of stairs n i almoz fell luckily fen was there for me to hold..ish ish

+ok enuf of todae in claz...letz tok bt yest ANUGERAH BAND!!!
+yest went to wATch anugerah band finalz coz i gt 4 tix..fify n saiful oni goin..1 more tix wasted..if u were there i wld haf asked u to come along
+i did took few pix..haha..
+d performance was awsome!!!i love d laz part where all d guitars combo n drum all togeda..like whoaaa!!!cool sia!!omg!!!power n superb sound!!!
+i like d bapuk siam guitar..got lights seh..mouth waterin
+and to all 4 finalist grp..congratz for makin tat far!!congratz to trabo too!
+d fans n supporters were lunatic..screamin whistlin i can suffer frm ear pain u noe..
+bt i did join along awhile oni haha..once in alifetime je..so u guys cld spot me on tv or not??lol
+bt d results were disappointin..rancour n fatskunks were top 2..we all was hopin fatskunks cld grab d winner bt then it was rancour
+well..like wat d judge saes "ikut generasi kini rancour bleh menang"
+to fatskunks 2 thumbs up..ur band rocks hell yea..unique n creative!!
+and i will post sum pix of d other dae outin
+blogger is super irrating..y i cant post ma stuffs!!! back to top?

+ma mind is all messed up rite now
+prob wif skulwerk,ma mum n now....
+i dun wana be in tiz state..y izzit so hard for me to make evryone happy??and wen im tryin to make another one hapi another one wil nt b happi..yyyyyyy??????
+susah sangat ke hidup ku nie
+n now smue hurt..haixxx...sobberin away
+*coverin ma face wif ma pillow n cry*
+i shldnt b living animore
+and d tears shall be endless frm todae feelin all the guilt
+im such a tk gune nye org..useless,hopeless
+IM SORIE
+regret of sayin it....bodohnye ct!!*slapz* back to top?

+ "happy bdae to u elaine!!"..im so sorie i cldnt come laz minit to celebrate ur bdae todae at town..sob2..i reali want to go bt cant..
+i tink u guys still enjoyin outside now..shld b karaokin now coz it ends at 2am i tink..lol
+im usin ma bro comp..ma lappy connection haf sum navigation or connection probz..haixx
+panjang crite asl tkleh klua nari..between me n ma mum..sheesh..im sorie k mum itz nt tat i do it on purpose..if i tell u wld u understand?
+im growin up bt then i stil bein restrict wif certain things esp timing..haixxsumtimes i juz wish i was a guy instead of a gerl
+ma hair is growin longer..lurvin it faster grow sumore coz i wana trim it off once its long enuf
+finish ma model bt stil floorplan n ppt is nt done yet..dammit la..stress gle babz
+and yest went out wif bintang,zac,eddy n zurah to marina square all
+if u like it its gd la..haha..mula2 paiseh la coz tk kenal sangat then da lamer2 ok
+ate at swensens n watch "hancock" movie..bez:) thx for d treat yar buat susah je
+thx zac for d ride sendin all of us home
+i duno wat u guys talkin went i went to d loo..hmmm..mengumoat ape hah..haha
+zurah ask sum qst bt then i juz kp quiet n smile haha
+pix will be post soon wen ma lappy is ok..irritatin btul
+n i manage to watch firewerks at esplanade..super nice while waitin for zurah to come
+n tat reminds me of him..sigh..told u evry place i go reminds me of him
+n d firewerks is a symbol of our love story
+i stil remember those days wen we watch firewerks for oni few minutes n it started out late n u very keen to go home eli "u tkya watch firewerks ar..jom lik skrg".."wait jap lg start da dpt gd view paz tu kite terus lik k''..n u tk sabar wana go off coz of sumtin n it ended wif a smile..n tat day too was d day i juz rebond ma hair n u kp snifin continously..i nvr forget tat..sigh
+n i miz doin all tat..miss ur s,k,h,s,b,bein n,pangkuin,lb etc..sigh
+d oni ting i haf now is turtlemoo aka ma fav bb
+"babymoo" werd..left me cryin inside
+da nk dkt 1mth since we parted bt y i still do fel like tiz n ma heart reachin out for....
+i saw barney balloon yest..nicey
+did i told u tat i saw ma bus stalker again after few mths i didnt c him at d busstop??scarey u noe wen he gif tat look to me n no wonder i didnt recognise coz his hair is long n i oni noe tatz him wen he board d bus n turn n gif tat look to me..shheessh..hair standin..luckily he alight at diff stop frm me if nt mampuz ct! back to top?

+hmmmpphh..thurs wat u expect..long hrs in skul nt motivated at all
+seriously i didnt do any model sheesh..bt mangae to crap at d laz minit
+sean:"eh sumtin diff bt u todae??hmm"
me:"ermmm bcoz i tie ma hair todae tatz y i lokk diff?"
sean:"oh ya maeb...gd2.."
larry:"yar she n her natural rbonded hair coz sum ppl wen rebond like fake"
sean:"eh u rebonded ur hair?y u rebond?last time ur hair curl meh?"
me:"err yar ma hair curl wat last time wrong meh i rebond for fun"(in ma heart walao u noe me for like 1yr plus aredi then u noe ish)
sean:"ouhk..gd la..gd2 ok so letz start present ur ideas"
+mcm tkde link gitu for a moment..mcm suddenly..peje drg due
+paz tu bebual cine..lamak mcm phm gitu
+and y d heck they gif la minit werk n instruction
+2moro due all???like crazy izzit!!!tink we so pro n i dun tink d whole claz cld finish it ar
+looks like todae haf to sacrifice ma eyes n ma slp haixx..stress seh
+n nxt wk zalina claz is d laz lesson wif her..big smile to it
+bt still other projects seems to ju go downhill n ma im runnin out of ideas seriously
+bleh jadi gile jap..and speakin of gile
+me n fi decided to do few minutes dancewerk in claz to cheer d claz up..wif d wen i grow up song..lol..
+and i duno watz wrong wif me todae
+i laugh n snorted like suddenli..paiseh ah nvr in ma life i snort ok..and then i almost hit fi..then ma laughter durin break wasnt soo me..like sumone else
+i duno watz goin on wif me..bt i did make u guys laugh rite..paiseh
+me n ros todae sehati sejiwe kai baju color samer lak tu..fi shoo shoo!haha
+2moro gt her extra claz duno how im gona survive..wkends almoz there crawlin forward
+n dun speak mly in front of larry coz he noes mly abit2..nd to speak secret code now..hah
+i wana sniff sumtin bt duno wat to sniff co it nt here wif me..heartz to ma turtlemoo back to top?

+i gt write n reply to u in ma previous post duno if u gt read it
+n i was so happy wen i gt d msg tinkin u wana send me to c doc..bt thenn..........
+after readin sumtin...i wonder y i was nvr bein supported wat i do
+heartaches n cry for more
+n i didnt come skul todae..penat smcm seh n i wana go c doc bt then in d end gi pharmacy coz juz wana buy medicine je bt then d lady kp blabberin la in d end tk beli ubat pun..hmmph
+if u wana noe it pains or haf anitin inside ma eyelid touch la..dengz btul
+and went to ma nenek houz visit her co she is sick
+i noe she is sick b4 n till now she nvr gets better
+she dun even noe n recognise me n ask ma mum "ni sape?ni anak kamu?"
+then i i sae "ni siti"..ma nenek "ohh siti nur haliza eh"..n i ju laugh
+bleh la siti nur haliza pun bleh namer kite berdua tk la jauh sangat..lol
then ma aunti ask her "dlm ni 3 org sape palin cantik?"
+ma nenek "nombor satu palin cantik siti la(pointin at me) 2nd ma mum third is herself"..lol..n we all laugh again..thx nenek for d compliments..susah nk dgr org puji tau..if im nt pretti pun i dun mind..lawa2 pun buat pe da tue tk lawa lg..lg if lawa paz tu bongkak..tsk tsk tsk..buat pe..kecantikkan is nutin to me..
+n ma datuk "wah siti da besar eh jap lg da nk kahwin"
+in ma heart dotz dotz dotz...im stil skulin la datuk..marriage is far away n even now i lost ma truly love one
+if oni i gt sum advice frm ma nenek kan best..u noe org tue2 suke story tellin pasal their teenage yrs heh
+bt nenek once told me wen she wasnt sick yet tat she wana long live n c me married..tat was funi..n amin..smoge nenek panjang umur n sihat walafiat pai siti da ade anak smue ye nek..
+lookin forward for wkends coz nt skulin mah..im so lazy to go skul nowadays..
+dancin is a gd exercise haha..wont forget wat i n fi did in claz on tues
+im so called d hips breaker..haha
+im missin ma normal eye badly:(
+n im missin alot of things lately..alot realli2 alot..cgh reminds me of sumtin..east coast reminds me of sumtin..mz sniffin..
+turtlemoo turtlemoo..if oni u cld tok n noe wat im feelin..evrynite i wil kis ma turtlemoo..love it veri much..
+yest listenin to d talk reali wana make me cry.."allah tu maha pengasih maha kaye maha pengadil..jike awak buat baik tuhan akan memberi balasan yg lebih baik dari ape yg kamu buat..jika ade awak menganiaye dan melakukan tidak baik tuhan juga akan memberi balasan yg setimpal lebih teruk mungkin bukan skrg tetapi esok atau kemudian..org yg suke memberi lebih baik daripade yg menerima dan jika awak memberi jgn awak mengungkitkan atau memberitahu org lain..jika awak slalu berdoa kepadenya dan sampai menangis dlm smayang awak tuhan akan kabulkan permintaan awak..mungkin bukanskrg tetapi kemudian..." and still goes on
+controllin ma tears in mosque coz sum things tat were said reminds me of him..yup
+evrything reminds me of him coz part of me is part of him
+beach is ma 2nd abode bt then sumtimes tinkin beach is a "dirty" place..
+n im losin weight..no appetite to eat sumtimes..cant slp properly too..kp tossin n turnin..haixx
+wat a werld im livin in..and now i noe d reason y i haf a feelin of "tk sedap" recently...thx god for saving him..if we were to go let me go 1st so i wont b hurtin all ma life
+itz gona b a long day 2moro..haixx..if ade org amik tkpela
+duno wat soooooo gd....... back to top?