rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

+i duno wat else to sae
+i cried for d past 2 days frm morning to nite till wat im dreamin was also cryin..
+i cant hide frm ma mum coz by lookin at ma swollen eyes she knew i cried..and im thankful to ma mum for givin me a hug n pat me to make me fel beta wen i cry it all out..wif ma voice shiverin out wen i cried..n mum ju ask me to "sshhh i noe how u fel" tat makes me even wana cry more
+d reason y i dun wana cry infront of ma mum coz i dun want make her cry wen she c me..bt i cant hold any longer n cried in front of her feelin all d sadnez n hurt n more sad wen she cried too..she ju cldnt c me cry..
+n all tat cryin till now til i haf no more tears to shed juz painful eyes..till i fall ill..1st was fever then headaches n migraine..then heavy flu then now cough n chest pain..soon i tink i b vomittin co wenever i cough i fel like vomittin n it hurt ma head co of d nerves vibratin..



+tiz part shall remain history



+for now i oni can raise both of ma hands n pray to god..and hope u guys cld make me feel better in time coz i fel ma heart being crush..
+be happy now..concentrate being 19 hangin out wif dear ones n study coz wen im turnin 20 tatz d age wen im turnin into an adulthood..
+god plz help me thru all thiz pain..for a start i tink itz time i bring it down n pack it..bt even if i kp it all in a box..i cld stil fel his presence in ma room..


+bt ma sadness cld not beat ma fren whu had juz lose her dearest father..i wish u takziah atas ape yg telah terjadi..be strong coz allah lebih menyanyanginye..
+to cicakman jage diri baik2 tau wen u in ns..jgn nk diet2 lak..haha..of coz i fel sad la..sape tk sedih bile da masuk ns..da besar die..muz tell me wat happen inside there ok..mane tau kene bulli ke..curious gak nk tau
+for now juz pray for me to get well soon back to top?