rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

+im back hm from kl:) yea kinda miz ma bed n ma turtlemoo..shld haf bring it along wif me..
+kl trip was ok n i did experience few stuff there..sum can roll eyes..lol..will tok bt it more nxt entry wif pix ok..
+change hairstyle again..kind of regret now..:(
+altho i juz came back bt some bad thigs happen which causes me to fel being killed
+tat particular dae 7 jun at 1.30pm was a mistake if i had known earlier tat it wil lead to tiz...:'(
+tiz is d 1st time i;ve been cryin heavily n hurt like i duno wat to say coz it really hurts d whole me like shit
+even after seeing sumtin wif ma 2 eyes i cry even harder..part of me controllin it causin ma nerve to come out..leading to shiverin,bad headaches n increase in ma body temp..tatz y i dun like to cry reali alot2 co d next ting will juz make me even more sick
+even now wen i c d shirt i fel regret buyin it coz it remeinds me of d another pair..haixx


To :
tat day was a mistake
a mistake tat makes me grief deeper into a hole
a hole tat i was hoping for sumtin
but turns out i fall into it killing myself
i shld haf known tat ma guts feelin was true for d past few mths
but only till todae d truth is reveal
y muz d 3 werds u sae "i love u" & "i miss u" be spoken frm ur heart
if it only means nutin bt feelin pity juz for me
those werds shld be true nt juz an act
if those werds r true bt y muz it b shared wif sumone else
all those hugs n kisses wat r they for??
am i nutin to u?
by doin tiz it juz makes me realli hurt than ever
juz sayin sori is nt easy co im d victim
u can blame me for all my faults
n now i dun mind it coz i dun haf d energy to argue
if im mean n all i wont be tinkin of u n buy things
im still d same me if u recall frm d beginning where we 1st started
im juz followin ur anger n tryin to forget it
coz arguments lead to nutin
if thiz was d plan thx
hope u cld enjoy ur new life being happy
me burnin inside wif hurt n disappointed
whu am i to stop u,no one
coz im always feel useless in ur eyes
thx for evrytin
ma room is part of our memories n all d love
now lookin at it juz breaks ma heart
even after if i took it down d remains wil stil b lingerin around
the feelin will still be there wif all those stuffz
how cld tiz b happenin in juz a short time
tel me again y i shldnt fall in love
and i tink there wasnt enuf truz in our relationship
tho d lurve stil there
bt his lurve doesnt anymore
gdluck havin her
let me juz b alone n cry in sorrow
maeb i shld juz stop n close d door
maeb itz time for me to go bad
maeb i shal turn into sumone else
maeb sumtin bad gona happen or do sumtin bad tat im cravin
i cant predict next wat gona happen to me
but watever it is im goin thru it d hard wae
bubye to all
im gona b mia for sum time back to top?