rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

+merry christmas evryone!!!
+enjoy sum pix frm ma chalet,bbq pit,outin to beach rd n etc:)
+gt lots of things to share..a short entry 4 todae coz im gona pack ma stuffs for 2moro..
+will b on HIATUS for 5days coz im away to sarawak 2moro..yep dun miz me ok..lol
+1st i watch twilight on d dae of d release bt we watch it midnite ramai2!!super awesome man d movie n we gerlz drool over EDWARD CULLEN!!(*ur a part of ma life now..hah..meltz!!*)khakha
+then bro chalet was fun tonin late n stayin up wif bestie fren n him..yep..thx all for comin to d chalet..hope u guys enjoy tho itz not ma occasion haha..
+then yest had ma claz bbq pit for christmas party..woohoo..n i got nivea skin lotion for ma exchange gift frm pei zhen..thx u;)
+some drama as usual wen we haf gatherings..weather was fine until at nite start to drizzle n stop drizzle again n stop n find for shelter
+in d end we manage to bbq all d foods n relocate our place to d alfresco at downtown east n luckily wen we reach there it started to rain cats n frogs lol
+oh ya i catch frog esp for fen hahaha..stayed till 3plus in d mornz n head home coz sweetie gt werk n nd sum rez..kesian dier
+thx for joinin me n ma ffrenz for d pit n help us bbq foods n all..*big kiss*
+after all tat fun kinda fel upset for awhile after readin sumtin..guess it was referrin to me..im not mean or heartless seh
+those whu duno me can sae anitin u want co u duno wat happen n wat i go thru
+yea of co im hurt abit after readin it..i knew tiz gona happen..i dun find love bt love find me..
+well tatz gona happen if u sacrifice things..to make someone happy u nd to make another party hurt..
+theres a reason behind it..which i dun intend to tell u after tat incident if u cld recall coz i dun wana hurt ur feelings let me b d one..n itz a tough thing for me to do..n sampai bile2 pun i wont tell u y coz itz hard for me n i did care for u all sincerely all..if itz a bullshit then i cant sae much..bt sum things do remind me of u..u can hate me scold me all u one coz i noe one dae it will hapen..
+bt one thing for sure all tat i done is ikhlas n tiz is one sacrifice i nd to make tho i tried very hard to fight ma wae thru bt to no avail..i wont tel u y or wat happen..i try not to contact u coz i dun want anyone to b hurt..sape suke jadi kecewe u tell me..
+bt u urself pun like hlgkan diri again..i noe n understand u bz seriously..n i tink tats d chance for me to slowly backout n hopefulli u wont b hurt any further..
+im tryin to jage ur hati by nt tellin u wat happen..bt im d one whu get d harsh werds back,sarcasm n tinkin of u even wanted to make a song..thx sigh
+oni few ppl noe bt wat hapen back then..sigh
+well sacrifice realli makes me hatin for now seriously..keepin secrets or things to not hurt d other party is more painful..
+mouth sealed..n juz pray for d best..n a beta dae..
+i want hug frm ma sweetie:(
+shall stop rantin here n continue packin ma clothes



hohohoh merry christmas!!done by lovelies n fen purposely make ma snowman haf big eyes like me

ma bling bling mouse;) cool shitz heh

playin sum games in d wee hrs at downtown while waitin for d sun to rise

thx for accompanyin me n helpin me n d chicks 4 bbq:)

mega mac which ma bro finish it all!!omg

mega mcspicy dier leh abikan ish ish..guys do eat alot ehk haha

tat gerl realli distract me n shaz durin our bowlin game..try n guess wat uh haha

me n bestie;)8yrs of frenship n still countin..

candid shot of shaz khakha

gd mornin shaz..alalala masih tdo lg khakha berposin btul

me aunt n datuk indra..he is so adorable !!!wana squeeze him again!

let me lend u ma leg to rez on..sweetkan??hahaha prasan sendiri

fi wif baby indra n shafiq

finalli i found ma kitkat caramel after searchin it coz cravin of it haha

ma 2 hamsters lovin btul tdo same2

mcm nk poke2 je..nk step manje ngan each other lak..haha

abg2 posing dlm mrt ceh ceh

sweetie.farihin.feeq

check out d new signage of d mrt map gt LED lights on it..coolioz!!

waitin for d mrt 2 come so we camwhore la..ma idea haha

superman + monkey = monkeyman lol

cute kan drg dua nie mcm adek beradik lol back to top?

+Hey y'all!!weee..yes im back bloggin after few wks been mia
+actualli juz been bz wif project studio n of coz no time to update ma blog..so sad rite
+i miz bloggin:)
+tiz few wks been d bez wk for me tho kinda stress up bt ma project n datleines..thx to d dearest tat always put a smile on ma face despite i look tired n all;)*huggies*
+oh btw im havin ma 2wks holz now weeeee...bt dun get to excited coz i still haf hw to do..bt im tryin to enjoy as much as i can n aso accompany dearest boi
+thankin u in evrywae i can..i had fun n enjoy maself wif all those laughters n ma blurness..lol itz not d sotong!haha..ur words touch me..awww..prove it to me k *hugs n kisses*
+i gt loads of pix to post so todae post sum of it oni..
+sumtin else happen durin tiz past few wks..mum being naggy in d mornz pms kot..conflicts between fren..sumtin tat makes me laugh abt it coz itz so typical man..shldnt b trusted
+tiz comin wk ma bro gona haf chalet celebratin his 15th bdae..n i gt prac too
+i wana watch twilght n d dae wen d earth stood stil mcm happenin gitu
+b4 i forget i wana wish farewell to ma dearest fav fish which died tiz mornin due to commit suicide..seriously im not jokin it kill itself then pening2 then few seconds gone forever..i mis u ma love fish:(
+2moro gona haf breakfast wif dearest n mum stil unsure followin or not hah i cant wait yummeh
+hunger 4 u hahaha

sum ppl sae regrets oni come after tat...bt i haf no regrets coz i learned itz not worth at all..tink positive not negative coz negative tinkin can set ur mind havin all d doubts n ridiculous nonsensical tots in u which may effect others for no reason




hohoho merry christmas evryone!!lol cute kan

ma clazroom which looks like a jungle

im too hapi i guess lol..n gt distracted

window display for nyp vote for our design haha

presentin to u ma final model project:) (i look slim wakaka)

yup ma 1:1 scale model tat coz ma terrible eyebags n $$

fai n feeq

sedap bang mkn pizza?lol..

sunset view taken in d workshop while we r workin

pea.me.phat

tis show tat we r too hardworkin till we tired ourselves..cutekan(mampoz klau fathin gt to noe tiz lol.fifi do peace sign)

lets go i drive..mcm phm jer

im d rider for d dae n he is ma pillion..:D btul tk?haha back to top?