rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

+so herez a quick post..been wanting to blog bt then mase tk mengizinkan..haha
+i wana let out ma anger 1st..F.U la to sean & larry..nabeh btul..u tink we r robot izit oni haf ur projects to do n wat bt our other modules??!!throw one side..like wth..AND SUMORE gif laz minit instruction to do ppt,print 2 a2 pboards,individual repot,development sketch n all model by mon coz gt mid critique..like big middle finger pluz wtf..like wat larry sae "who d fuck r u...bla bla"..
+wah lao..shitz sia..doin VI n aso individual studio drivin me mad n ma mind is empty to tink any ideas..im so stress to d max lar..till nitemare..wah lao
+i want holz!!!!!damn VI n Project studio..by d time i graduate all white hairs lar..sheesh..bt i dun haf YET lar..lol
+gt some pix bt wil b posted later2 wen im free
+tiz days slp late wake up eli...slp late again wake up eli..tatz ma routine
+i dun fel like goin skul 2moro seh..and if i do present sumtin atleast i gt present sumtin they wont appreciate..sumore make me pressure n like sarcastic remarks..gif tat look..yes tat look tat i want to sent ma shoes off flyin n piak!
+if oni i cld take a gun n shoot them release out all ma anger..tat b fun..
+worst come to worst letz all jump down frm level 5 hold hands and shout "im free!!"..hah
+argghhh..clueless
+and sumore many things had happen to me recently..alot ar..tat makes me forget to eat sumtimes n daydream alot..cant slp properly..i told u nightmare!!haixx
+haf mercy on us tatz all i could sae..HELP!!SOS!! back to top?

+i noe todae i wont come for skul ar..i woke up damn eli then sean says both of hiz claz cancelled coz he had to attend d graduation show..
+like eeeee!!juz come skul to hand in his report tu je..haix then sannie lesson was push forward bt 1hr oni..so juz slack in skul for like 4hrs doin nutin..haix
+and i cried in skul todae too..bt not a heavy cry coz i was at d canteen..haixx..fathin was tearin up too coz she saw me goin all teary n all..aww fathin dun cry lar for me..
+thx pea for ur tissue and others consolling me at d canteen..bad dae seh..haixx..
+if oni i could get awae for a moment fly towards the moon n stars tat be great..but it wont happen..mestila berangan jauh seh..heh
+and todae aso im posting ma projects tat i've done tat causes me to slp late and by request too..so u beta c ok..bz projects tat cause me to become gile n zombie

PS:to ma peepz kindly compressed ur folder if it is too big..send me ur soft copy of ur mustaffa vs city hall report by 21 May 2008..any problemz tell me & dun kp me waitin huh pity me pleash..lol peace:)







it looks like a normal shoe box wif holes bt actualli not..nd to c thru d hole to view interestin map done by rayne for our VI

ma individual design studio..on texture & tiles being print out tat takes up d space of d floor..haha..before

tada!!after!!magic rite..lol and tiz d d printing i done for 10bucks..sheesh

ma personalize camera for VI..lol..watch wat can it do

tada theres light inside d box and pix to move thru d box sumtin like animatn

overall look:)

new look of rubics cube done by pea!!for VI back to top?

wen will tiz end... back to top?

+1st of all im super duper shag..frm all the non stop walking yest to slpin late doin projects..yes n ma panda eyes is getting bigger n bigger soon to be like goldfish eyes
+todae claz was boring..almost fall aslp in business lecture..hah..thx for fennie sweets tat kps me awake;)
+so during ros lesson me n fify randomly pose around wif me being a dork for awhile using christina specs..:)
+and i manage to go to MUA todae..quite fun..and i got d chance to make up riayh face..hahaha
+therez stil alot of pix to b post of past pix mostly..so wen i gt time i post
+and 2moro is a long dae again..sigh..been standing all d wae in bus lately..penat tau..
+claz bbq chalet is coming..on tiz fri..woohoo i managed to book it..bt maeb ther wil be sum bad news..i mite haf to go to KL on d next dae which is sat to mon wif ma dad side..and its super eli they r meetin up..arnd 4 or 5am leh if jadi gi..then i cant enjoy much there..sob sob..bt c hows d decision
+and i juz spend abt $10 bucks on juz printing 20 pgs in total..dammit lar..ma money running low all thx to printing n printing..irritating individual V.I
+i lurve my san wen zhi!;p enjoy d pix yar







geek in d pink;)

peeping through d window wat will ppl sae..haha

100% dork n nerd!!(tiz doesnt look like me lor)haha

check out ma lil mermaid skul bag!

so nt me..haha peace frm d geekiez

meet d sailor gerl wif her two wicked wig sistaz!!

hmm..i wana steal that thing at d counter

how old r we again??hehe

phat n her big bear..fify is juz jealous coz she dun haf one :p

smile!

promoting care bears...

spot me haha

phat :"im flyin without wings!!" lol back to top?

iman & indah..kecik2 da posing2 lol

me n mum..hapi motherz day mum!

ma gift for her :) since her old one spoilt

indah seems unhappy wif tat hand resting on her head

me wif them..yar shoot me iman

cute la

i told u he lurves to pose without me asking him wat to do haha


+motherz day celebratn was ok..
+went for bowling at downtown east wif d rest of ma family n uncles auntiez all
+it was fun and i almost fall..haha..bt instead ma fingernail kena peel off..and ma unvle was like " kesian nye kuku lawa2 kene terkopek" lol
+then head for dinner at rasa 21 coz it was aredi 10plus when we stopped playing hehe
+so here r d pix i took for fun..;)
+and those who love ma two small cuzzies enjoy d pix yar ;) back to top?

ma "paris hilton" n ma grp freshies

cuttin d props


LV pooch bag anione?lol

smile!!

playin hidden pole..

hmm..err

arent u a hapi kid wif a shawl haha


+itz been quite a wk in skul..yar i noe sum ppl complainin to update n update..haha
+so since im doin nutin so im updatin for u guys..c how nice i am..lol
+skul= hectic + stress + alot of drama in claz + no breakiez + sleepy + lost in larry & sean comments + trying to squeeze time doin projects + brain overload & starting to dry out of ideas + more to come = scream from d top of ma lungs!!!

+mothers day is coming..n im still tinkin wat to buy sheesh..hating tue n thur due to long day in skul n crowded buses n mrt causin me to stand all d wae til ma stop..i nd a ride haix
+now waitin for nxt wk holz:)...im feelin kinda sad lately n i duno y :/
+n i wana watch ironman,wat hapen in vegas seh..wil go one dae (agak2 tu bile eh)haha
+so for now ma entry will be ful of pix coz itz been awhile i update rite..so i stil yet to post all d pix startin frm ma orientatn campz n so on :) enjoyz ppl back to top?

The Way That I Love You lyrics

[Chorus:]
After all of the times that we tried,
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made,
I Know Now you don't love me the same

The way that I love
(The way that I love you)

The way that I love
(The way that I love you)

The way that I love
(The way that I love you)

[Verse 1]
I woke up kinda early today, and something told me from that moment it wouldn't be the same
Felt like you were hidin' something, but I didn't push it,
I didn't complain or say nothing
I tried to act like I didn't see it,
'cause deep down I know I didn't wanna believe it
There it was, it was you and her,
you left your sidekick on the night stand and I read

[Pre-Hook]
Everything you did and everything you said,
now I'm standin' here lookin' like damn
I thought it was you and I,
now all I gotta say is why

[Chorus]

[x3]
The way that I love
(The way that I love you)

[Verse 2]
I noticed now that when I'm around, you be tryin' to lock the door, whispering on the phone
Now wait a minute,
since we been in this house you ain't never did this before, tell me what's this about..
(What's this about)
I tried to sit and say to myself,
this here is too good, he don't want nothin' else

There it was, it was you and her,
you left the credit card receipt inside the beamer with

[Pre-Hook]
Everything you bought
And everything you spent, now I'm standing here
once again I thought it was you and I,
now all I have to say is why

[Chorus]

[x3]
The way that I love
(The way that I love you)

Oh Oh
You lied
You lied
Oh why
Why
Yes
Why'd you have to lie to me
Why'd you have to lie to me-e
Why'd you have to lie to me
Why, why, why, why
You lied, you lied, you lied
We made, we made, we made
Oh

i lurve tiz song "d wae that i love u" by ashanti..reali makes me cry listening to tiz..sighhh..:/ back to top?