rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

Deadlines & more of it..:

+i've been really bz lately..realli realli bz..juz bcoz rushing for dealines & there aint enuf time to waste
+after 1 wk being like a walking zombie to skul as i've been slpin late..veri late till 5am juz doin ma assignments n projects..r killing me!
+no more beauty slp,even i dun remember to eat,slpin for juz 2hrs n waking up frekin eli to continue n even overslpt to skul haix
+it totali sux..u tink i want all tiz bz business & staying up all nite doin projects evry single dae juz right after come back frm skul?
+im damn tiring n no more fuel to do all tiz headaches n endlez projects!not to mention tez is coming for comm skills,design hist & material ttech..wth..i wana rez!!


SO HERE R D RED LIST FOR THE DEADLINES:
31 jan-submission of project studio for final model,3 mock upz,ppt,development sketches of min 30,300 words of report,3 presentatn boards & 2 technical boards
1 feb-comm skills test n upload ppt
4 feb-drawing & rendering assesment for all sketches 7 painting,presentation dae!
5 feb-presentatn dae for project studio d whole day!submission of the 4 plan drawings for Ros claz
12 feb-design history & material tech tez
14 feb-make up claz model making
19 & 20 feb-another make up claz
29 feb-submission of 4 storey bungalow wif fully finish & all the plans,elevation etc darwings for ros claz..total of 20 drawings!

AND THEN FINALLY OVER!
+sorri guys im nt stressing u guys seeing tiz..haha..im stres too u noe..
+n i want slp badly bt cant juz tinking of all tiz projectz..haixxx...
+yest was a bad 7 trauma dae
+CY was vomitting n had gastric flu n went home..she has d same features as her mum tho :D
+and aso sumtin happen at home..realli hurtin & till now im stil feeling it haix
+y im alwaez d victim wen i did nutin wrong..haixx..i juz nd sumone to be here wif me
+so yar..wen im FREE will upload pix..haha..and so ma journey continue of doin projects!!and endless nitez! back to top?

fen performing wif her violin durin open house

pearlz n sam

me n phat reflected face at ma watch..i saw pearlyn bangla bf!

tiz popeye d sailorman boxers looks familiar rite?

and tiz is turtlemoo wif shades:)


I hate tiz feeling:

+wanted to update abt d open houz tat dae bt then too lazy
+so i juz gona post pix for tiz few days..coz i haf alot of pix to b post
+i wont elaborate abt watz goin on..
+im feeling d bluez n sick n stress up and i fel like giving up
+im envy-ing other ppl n ma other frenz whu been able to enjoy evrytin they wanted to do,even win wat they do,having fun,even can go shoppin,and more havin fun
+me?not having all those privileges..i fel like in a box and the other fun side etc is far away..
+is thiz gona be forever..haix
+ma turtlemoo is d victim..juz let go all ma feelings to it..luckily juz a soft toy..how i wish if i cld tok wif it..
+thx back to top?

Itz raining;

+went out last sun..finalli gt to watch alvin and the chipmunks!!
+so damn cute la..i like theodore..so cute n chubby..can i pinch n squash him..haha
+then went to arab st for shisha..for a moment all ma stress of projects being put aside..
+i wish it will b gone forever bt dream on ok!
+more stressful days kp comin by..
+endless nite coz i b slpin reali late practically evrydae..how much i hate it..more panda eyes!
+d oni thing i nd now is rest!!alot of it...wish if therez anione to help..haha
+to tat CY:hey yo psychotic sunshine killer smile..how dare u being such a betrayer u sneaky vegie..u cld juz told us nt complain abt d whole claz..
+AND IM INVITING U ALL TO COME FOR NYP OPEN HOUZ FRM THURS TO SAT..BUT I WIL B ON DUTY ON FRI..SO PLZ COME ON FRI!!LOL..MSG ME IF ANY ONE INTERESTED YAR!!:)
+im feelin empty inside me tho..hmm back to top?

they force me to smile..haha..ma eyes so puffy seh

tiz is all d treats frm them..i didnt finish aniwae coz im so full

thinkin whether to eat or nt

sober awae..


2008 resolution:

+finalli im updatin ma bloggie bcoz sumone kp askin y i nvr update..hah..
+im juz gona list wat i did..
+new yr resolution?kill evry bitch!no la..get over wif ma 1st yr n move on to 2nd yr n beta life ahead:)
+on new yr eve went to tiz treehill near mount faber to watch fireworks..damn nice tho most of d fireworks kena covered by d thick n tall trees
+1st dae of skul realli spoil our new yr holz mood..
+AND ALL THX TO TAT ROSTINA......" IM NOT TORTURING U PEOPLE"..AND I WOULD LIKE TO SAE TO U WTF N I WANA KILL U
+let juz sae tat she gave us lotz of projects n todae one including tat stup 45 drawings of floor plan n elevation which according to her "tiz is nutin"
+bullshit..then wat is sumtin?!..we still haf other mudules and project todo nt urs oni ok..and she will consider to reduce down our workload if we r quiet enuf..
+thx to her im like super duper stress la tinking of d lots of assignment n we haf like 6 wks to go..AAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHH!damn
+and yest was nt a gd dae for me..after all tat hapen i was sick n having bad headaches n i woke up todae wif ugly eyes n still feelig sober n sad mood
+and i fel like cryin again in d bus n in class bt juz tryin to tink of other things
+thx to u gerlz for ur lotz of choc treat..coz im in sober mood n they treat me choc..haha..tat time was fathin n now me...nxt person sober treat muz duoble huh!
+bt im sick..eatin choc! haha..i am sick..ma stomach was in pain durin drawin n renderin claz..haix..d 1st ting in ma mind was did d pain frm d accident yrs n yrs ago came back?hopefuli nt
+i wil post d pics of d treats
+HAPPY 19 BDAE TO CHRISTINA!!(i forgot bring her prezie to dae)lol back to top?