rant all u want

S.N.H by short
Siti Nur Hazilawani in full
Juz turned Double 2 :)
Dancing & Grooving have always been her thing
Hopes that everything will be alright for the years to come

babyu knowhow i feelabout u ;)

Im sori bloggie to say sumtin bad todae entry:

+kaninacaucibai lar...fuck..setan..dammit..arghhhhhhh
+i juz wanted to sae every single maki word now seriously..nvr in ma life b4 i wanted to do tiz except now..
+tot u were there to cheer me up bt guess nope..same as d gerl whum u dislike thx
+tho itz in a nice wae bt it realli shot me to d heart
+im badly hurt n bloody sad now
+can i jump out of d window??i fel hopeless
+anorexic pplz..
+watz happening to d ppl now ar..i dun understand...gd looking pretty gerlz or boyz..muz be skinny big boobs etc etc
+tink tat kind of ppl juz fantasize too much of other pretty n good bodz..which is juz an illusion n aso FAKE bodz...
+which i noe im not..bt i stil bersyukur tat im d wae i am coz im nt perfecct
+u cant find a 100 percent perfect person in d world am i rite?
+juz told ma frenz d story abt tat dae which made me cry n they juz said "tat is nt a gd fren.they shld go to hell...n i will slap tat person doin tat to me" etc..
+n told how u pujuk me n ma frenz "aww tatz so sweet of him..u r lucky"
+now??wat happen to d sweetness???haixxx
+i feel rejected stup fat stupid ass..
+then wat shld i be???become part of d aneroxic pplz which u can see their tulangs terklua like disgusting fuck n yet they r happi wif it
+eating sumtin and went to d bathroom n force to vomit their foods out..for wat like tat if u eat?
+mine as well starve to death rite n die..da ade mknan tk bersyukur lagi waste food..
+fuck sia tiz kind of ppl
+i cant imagine myself being so skeleton n forcing to vomit out..
+n d next ting u noe im no more in tiz werld..
+i can be like tat bt i tink is of no use..i like d wae i am n love ma hobi for dancing
+n i tink itz beta now tat i dun c anyone coz d first ting they will sae sumtin bt me is sumtin which hurtin me coz tat stup word everydae i've heard it n im gettin sick of it..
+if oni i haf ma own transportatn i will go out now n speed ma wae to no direction n go to ma fav place sit there till eli mornz n i will juz kp kickinon the wall to venge ma anger on...
+whu else i cld turn to rite now??none except me...
+i realli feel like tearin n throwin every paper pix or anythin in ma room now u noe...n cover ma face wif ma pilow n kp screamin till 2moro...
+such a 'gd' life...
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